Hmm.. i think im giving myself too much excuses.. whatever i said is bullshit.. i've lie.. It's just i don't like her anymore.. i hav no more feelings for her.. maybe this is the answer.. i shld stop thinking so much.. and thats it.. it's over now.. i've got so little emotions now.. im neither sad nor happy.. just not feeling anything like i did before.. the feeling gauge bar is now 0% after i 've committed myself into a relationship i guess.. maybe i'll take some time before it fills it up again.. It's time to rest and look around.. i just wanna be quiet and enclose myself.. giving myself time to think and reflect.. i shall just keep it to myself.. =) im just not that good enough.. i really dunno what to say when u guys ask mi about the relationship..
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