hello

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Keith wongkoksin

Aqib
Dominic
Gwen
Katherine
Royston
Wenling
Kar Yee
Nadine
Evon
Huiqi

whoa whoa!

everything seems to hav change..

my mind seems unsettled and messed up..

which kinda sucks..

im packed with many many thoughts..

i hav to think through stuffs in my mind again..

i like it, time to know more about myself and learn..

and im quite busy these few days..

but i'll promise myself to hav time for myself to think..

just love to spend time with myself, sometimes..

anyways.. just got back to my simple workouts..

and i found out i cant do push ups like last time..

im like rusty and out of practice.. damn sad.. =(

so im gonna catch up with myself and start things going again..

regretted for choosing fundamental of management as my cds..

im learning the subject for the third time lah!

so damn bored of it.. projects to complete and exams to be taken..

just gonna hang through this sem..

i dun wanna retake any module! ahhhHH!

i shld start to get out of my holiday mood and start studying..

i've got to stay focus in my studies and juggle my time well..

im working and not to forget to spend time woth friends..

guess its a whole new challenge..

after this sem i'll be more slack in my timetable i guess.. hahas.. =)

its time for myself to talk to myself! =)

hey hey!

im gonna blog about my 18th birthday! hahas.. =)

i opened a chalet and invited many friends..

really appreicate the presence of u guys at my chalet..

fell really glad that so many pple spent time with mi on my birthday..

also thank you for helping out when im busy..

thanks for all the wishes u guys gave..

deeply appreciated, hope u guys had fun!

i did had lots of fun and happy that most of my friends can get along well..

its my legal age to do many stuffs..

but i wont do the wrong stuffs! =)

learn pretty alot during my chalet..

they are new experiences and can nv be bought with money.. priceless!

there's a drunkard who vomited all over the floor and bed..

and i hav to clean the shit up! omg!

i swear its my first time doing that shit thing..

next time wanna be drunk, dun be drunk in front of mi.. =P

first thing i realised is,

how much money can hurt a friendship..

money can make wonders..

but money can really hurt or cause so many problems..

it can be conflicts that are not reflected out..

kept in our mind which can lead on to more misunderstandings..

its just so scary..

gambling involves money where greed take over ur mind and action..

we are friends, we can forgive each other..

apologies are just the words to forgive and learn from it.. =)

hmm.. 2nd thing i've gained is friendship..

marking true friendship..

maybe i can say its my honour and im fortunate i guess..

im blessed to hav u guys! =) hehe..

finally i wanna thank of u guys again for coming my chalet..

u guys really made my 18th birthday wonderful! hahas..

really had alot of fun for the 3 nights..

hope u guys had fun and enjoyed urself as well!

thanks for the birthday cake, tim, nick, jo and zw! thank you! =)

thank you for all the loves and presents! muahahas! =)

so now will be pictures i've taken during the chalet..

there will be more coming! =)

27th oct is also yixiang's birthday! Happy 18th Birthday to You! =)

I really love the company of u guys!
Really happy and appreciate everything u guys hav done..
Just one last thing in mind.. hahas..
Hope my birthday wish can come true.. =)
Expect the unexpected..
A new mindset, which leads on a new start for my life.

hello! first of all..

my chalet is H1811..

bbq will start at evening around 6-8pm..

im not sure hav enough food anot..

omg! hopefully enough bah.. hahas..

will hav bbq food and drinks.. =)

nothing much for sch actually..

just got a new cds which is fundamental of management..

kinda learn before already..

but because of this subject i go tp! fuck lah!

hmm.. this time im gonna pass the subject!

quite satisfied with my timetable..

though having one more cds added..

i still hav 3 weekdays free.. quite glad..

so i can work on weekdays as well.. =)

oh yeah! today is my first day of semester 1.2..

lecture starts at 10 but ended after 5mins..

kinda stupid lah! waste my time lo..

could hav slept longer at home..

so waited until 1pm till next lesson starts..

sch seems to end fast today..

but seems to be quite busy for my upcoming days..

after sch went to town with dom, poh, and qib..

went shopping! hahas..

has been a long time lah..

i bought 2 new shirts and 1 cardigan..

the clothes were what i wanted..

i think they look nice lah! hahas.. =)

was really happy that my wardrobe hav new items..

thanks to my atm machine, dominic khoo!

poh also got what he wanted..

all happy except qib..

cuz he accompany us the whole time empty stomach..

so finally he got to eat!!

we ate at carl's jr..

we were so damn full lah!

we saw Wong Li Lin and Allan in carl's jr at far east too!

hahas.. they were damn hot.. girl pretty, guy handsome..

slack awhile then we went home le.. =)

oh ya.. almost forget to blog about my outing..

hmm.. i went out with cherlyn, qian wen and tim..

we went to watch burn after reading after tim left early for wedding dinner..

its a comedy lah.. but the jokes are hard to catch for mi..

just a little bit but its still hard for mi..

so after the show went to hav dinner..

then slack at starbucks and i listen to the girk talks..

was pretty interesting although i dunno those pple in the story..

accompany cherlyn home so that she can pass birthday present to her friend..

so i went to slack with dedric, jo and tim..

catching with my friends before sch starts..

anyways.. about my chalet..

friday i will check in around evening..

i'll be preparing food and other things for bbq..

first day nothing much.. pple wanna gamble can come..

if got enough pple can mahjong and play texas poker..

sat and sun shld be the bbq..

i scare not enough food lah..

also not sure buy how much is enough..

best is to come on sunday bah..

cuz monday is my birthday le..

there will be alcohol and puffing sessions whole night long..

try to bond with each other.. just say hello lah..

update more if there's anything.. =)

anything suggestions will be greatly appreciated..

OH MAN!

sch's gonna be starting tml..

waa.. super dun feel like going back..

though holiday is long but i want MORE! =)

hmm.. just found out what i wanted..

after my friends came back from their malaysia trip..

i ssee them buy so many clothes..

like hoodies, shirts, bags, and caps!

kinda envy them lah..

can go overseas and shop like crazy..

jo bought mi a shirt.. hahas..

thank you so much that u guys still got think of us.. =)

he bought some really cool caps lah..

its Bape man! dunno real or fake one.. hahas..

and he also bought a white jacket with many monkey faces.. Baby Milo!

TopMan now hav sales sia.. omg!

i nid more jeans so im going to shop.. hees.. =)

im planning to go either malaysia or hong kong! hahas..

tml's sch!

so good luck to all of us.. =)

today sch hav events for my course..

firstly, hav to listen to briefings..

follow up with a nafa test..

i skip that cuz i bluff say help up for bbq..

then i go there eat the food.. hahas..

then at night is games and bbq lo..

its quite fun lah..

suppose to be a event for bonding the course..

cuz we only hav 3 classes..

after that went for facial..

then slack with dom and poh..

pictures haven send to mi yet..

kinda sian no pics to upload..

hmm.. now dun feel like cutting hair..

wait awhile longer then cut.. =)

tml hav time leh..

maybe jio friends out watch movie and meet up bah..

school is gonna reopen! oh man! kinda miss holidays now.. argh!

hmm.. kinda quite coincidental..

today im free to blog about my life.. hahas..

was surprise and happy to see u tag.. =)

after i've read ur blog..

im glad that u think that way..

its good to think positive in ur life..

i totally agree of what u say..

actually being self contented is important..

i just felt so glad that u think that way..

just hope u can seek ur happiness and stay rational..

i'll be happy for u.. =)

jia you bah in whatever u wanna do..

hope to see u soon huiqi~.. =)

i still see u there in my heart.. =)

hmm.. about my work..

im so distracted and feeling a little uncomfortable..

after he told mi and other colleagues the encounters he faced..

its all about the horror stuffs lah!

and he told us the chalet units..

omg! make mi feel so uncomfortable..

now feel like quitting liao..

but im telling myself to face it..

cuz dun feel like quitting the job yet..

and i enjoy working there..

maybe just nid some time to get used bah..

school is finally starting soon..

i cant wait to do things i wanna do..

but i wanna earn money first.. hees..

working can earn money but makes mi so busy and no life..

guess i've no choice if i wanna work for what i want..

anyways.. im cutting my hair soon..

wanna try something new for myself.. hahas.. =P

its time to start thinking..

whoaa!! working till wednesday..

full shift of 11.5hours..

gonna turn in early these few days..

if not i sure will fall sick..

and great lah!

my colleauge told mi about horror encounters in chalets..

make mi feel uncomfortable..

hais.. but i've got no choice lah..

just work bah.. dun be too bothered can le..

just hav to giv respect and do my work..

hmm.. its all in the mind.. hahas..

and i will be working for some time there..

just focus and do my work can le.. hahas..

hmm.. working my ass off to get what i want! =)

guess its all worth it when i receive my pay.. hahas..

im gonna cut my hair soon and go for facial! yeahh!

nothing to blog much today..

work and work from day to night..

missed my shuttle bus so i took cab..

the weather is really hot and i dun wanna walk all the way in..

i'll be so sweaty by then..

pretty slack today but tml is a busy day..

missed my shuttle bus back home..

lucky hav my colleauge send mi home.. hahas.. =)

Good news!! hahas!

really happy that i got the date i wanted to celebrate my birthday..

its confirmed so its on 24-27oct at downtown east..

27oct will be my bday so best to come on 26oct lah! =)

u can drop by anytime, just giv mi a call..

its friday to monday morning..

monday is deepavali, a public holiday for everyone.. =)

i will either call or sms to inform u..

hope u guys can come that day and stay overnight.. =)

i think the plan will be 1st night preparing food and stuffs..

those who wanna gamble there also can..

then 2nd night bbq and slack..

3rd night also bbq and drinking and smoking! hahas..

i'll be working tml again till wednesday..
shld be quite packed and tiring..

hope i can get to swap my schedule to hav one day off..

so went out with friends today..

get to meet many pple..

first, i met tim, johan, rx, zhiwen and dedric..

lata on met nic lim, nic phan, yx, reanne, kass and xue ying..

cuz they play texas poker so i go see see lo..

My day started off with going to jo house..

friends wanna mahjong and i also hav to confirm my chalet dates..

hopefully can get 24-27oct.. =)

and 27oct is deepavali i think.. damn nice!

hmm.. play mahjong awhile cuz not enough pple yet..

won abit to cover my meal bah..

so we went to xing wang to hav our dinner..

some candid shots taken!

these are some photos of the food.. hahas..

in total we spent around 60plus for the dinner..

the bill is shared among 5 pple so still okay bah..

then i apply for the member card for xing wang..

it cost 30bucks but its quite worth it..

i got a bottle of red wine and 15bucks deduction and 10% off..

and 10bucks deduction for another meal, and one for one main course voucher..

the member card also can get rebate from every meal..

something that i cant lie..

when i looked at the date..

i was like HA, its the day already..

hmm.. i just think its fate bah..

my friend ask about u and what happened..

what more can i answer, then to say i dunno..

the date i see on the card is so significant to mi..

think of what i wanna do on the day..

at least i still can keep those memories, can i?

days before 10/10/2008.

vague.

Flashes of memories, 10/10/2008.

i cant forget, and i wont.. =)

my blog song still touches mi when i think of u..

it just refreshes my memories of u so much..

this song cant be replaced, just like u..

i've got 2 days off from work!

wow.. really can rest..

feel good to sleep so much..

im working again on thursday..

luckily its 4 hours of work only..

so im free in the afternoon..

i wanna watch movie so much!!

who can go watch with mi..

looking forward to the new movies..

hmm.. just getting so used to it now..

though i still feel affected sometimes..

its time that we all hav, so let time do the job then..

anyways.. news about my chalet for my birthday..

if im holding a chalet, its either on 17-20 of oct or 24-27 of oct..

i'll confirm again.. Invitation will be through sms! =)

i just found out wu zun's birthday is 10th of oct.. hahas.. random..

what should i do now?

hmm.. shall be blogging about my work.. hahas..

its really tiring because im not used to waking up early..

1st day was kinda rush and many things to learn..

did many things but still abit blur.. hahas..

time pass fast working there..

went to many chalets to check out and in..

seems like its a good choice i made.. =)

i felt so tired at 2plus afternoon..

i was stoning and having mental blocks..

cant absorb and focus in what im doing..

work was rather tiring but fun..

2nd day was close to being late..

i woke up at 7.50am..

im like omg! jump up from my bed..

i hav to take my shuttle bus at 8.30am..

luckily still manage to board the bus on time..

so went to check out the rooms..

today was rather lucky..

i received 1 box of donuts from the guest..

it a box that can contain 12 donuts..

there's still around 9-10 donuts..

so i brought the donuts back to share.. hahas..

learn how to use many devices which i dunno how to operate..

still fun to mi but can be tiring..

so im gonna sleep now! super tiring lah!

hope i can wake up on time to prepare..

i'll meet my friends at night..

so wont be so no life lah!

slack together but not too late.. =)

tml will be my test lo..

hope i'll do fine so they will be satisfied.. =)

my thoughts of u remind.. =)

tml will be working lo..

im still having mix feelings..

im thinking if the work at www will be more fun..

but the pay is lower than aloha job..

feel abit sian lah..

i dunno why but i abit regret..

but i guess there's no other choice already..

just hav to be contented rights? hahas.. =)

hmm.. hope u can get ur job as well.. good luck! =)

i hav to wake up at 6.30am! omg!

maybe i'll like the job at aloha bah..

hees.. and the pay is 6.70bucks lo..

ArrggH!! Jia you Jia you!! =)

Will my heart be filled again? =)

today im really happy..

cause i finally i got a job.. yeahh!=)

hahas.. its the job i applied for at aloha..

and i also got the job for wild wild wet..

i was so shocked lah!

im looking for a job like so long ago..

i accepted the www job first..

but i withdrew after i know i've got the aloha job..

felt really bad but i've got no choice..

my training starts on sat..

really looking forward to it..

and i hav to change my sleeping time..

12am seems so early to mi lah!

and i nid to be really punctual..

if not im will be fired on the training day!

waking up early tml to eat beancurd and drink soya bean.. hees..

then go to the HR department at chai chee..

sign the contract and im working lo.. yeah! =)

anyways.. went swimming today..

drank more of the swimming pool water.. yucks!

hope i can master swimming soon.. =)

time is what we hav.. =)

today feel damn weird..
emotionals are flooding everywhere in mi..
hais.. its really bad..
omg! it must be the place i went..
it's not that i dun wanna let go..
but its really fucking hard. so fucking hard..
and i dunno why..
the feeling has came back..
nights without ur voice sucks..
its really cold now..
sometimes i just dun feel like talking..
so i can be alone and think about my stuffs..

haven been sleeping well these few days..

stayed overnight at friends house for 2 days..

jo and dedric's house..

we went to watch eagle eye recently..

its thrilling and exciting..

my eyes are so attached to the movie..

its fucking nice lah! =)

recently did not hav enough rest.. really tired..

but there are many things im looking forward to in my life..

everything just came to my mind and i think for myself..

talk to tim about what im thinking and stuffs..

im still sorting out what im thinking and i wanna be sure..

mum also just talk to mi..

and we had a little quarrel.. so mum left my room..

i told her what i want to do and things i hav planned to do for myself..

i say i wanna buy new clothes.. then she start to kpkb..

say i still hav alot of old clothes nv wear..

im like wth lah!

then say i nv go learn something new..

then i tell her i wanna take up courses..

then she kpkb say i wasting time..

awhile lata she came in..

then she discuss with mi about my birthday..

thinking to open a chalet and bbq for my birthday..

anyways..

recently there are alot of celebrations so im broke now..

she wanted to giv mi money lah..

but i rejected her offer..

i hav my own plans already..

its time i work for what i want now..

anyways, i love my parents.. hahas.. =)

today..

went out with jo and accompany him buy his new clothes..

went to Taka and Heeren only..

was pretty tired, really lazy to move around too much..

walking in Taka had mi recalled some stuffs actually..

then we walked to Heeren after jo bought his food in Taka..

he bought his 2 new shirts at Spin The Bottle..

its really expensive lah.. they are t-shirts with designs on it..

and they cost 50-80bucks..

so i only can see lo.. pretty sad actually..

then go drink soya bean which is located near Cathay..

then we went to vivo and celebrate Chin Kwang birthday..

get to know Jia Yun.. i suppose her name to be spelt like this..

there's Jia Sheng, Johan, Shuhui, Greg there as well..

i forgot to take pictures.. wasted the opportunity..

i guess i was too tired to even think what to do..

dint really talk much but i did laugh.. hahas..

so i went back home straight.. really tired..