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Keith wongkoksin

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Music seems to be a good remedy for regaining my feelings..

though slow but i hope it helps to cure..

Music find and regain my feelings i hope..

Its time for a good rest! =)

Hmm.. thanks cherlyn for lending ur ipod..

i shall put the picture of the ipod soon! haha! =)

Hmm.. haven been blogging already!

so i shld be more active i guess.. haha!

just watch the movie Wanted..

its really nice with a pretty decent twist in the story!

its thrilling and my mouth opened unknowningly.. Omg!

This movie has alot of Fucks and stuffs..

Quite vulgaric anyways is NC16 lah! Fuck! =)

went with a bunch of guy friends..

i wanted to sit the couple seat so badly, its so comfy!!

anyways, i tried the couple seats with nicholas!! haha!

Wanted is a great movie, not disappointing at all! =)

anyways.. has been trying to be busy these few days..

i cant forget the day 21st June..

hmm.. its just kept in the back of my head and deep in my heart..

when u see the shadow of one not two..

the hand that was held so tight..

God gave mi what i wanted..

But i cant cherish it.. i failed..

Im sorry!

Past few days, im feeling so different..

like i just lost a part of myself..

its a relationship that is so different from the rest of mine..

Its just so special and different which are cant be describe..

we once stepped into each other lifes..

and we made it a better one! =)

Has been watching movie recently!

im on a movie spree! haha! =)

watch these 4 movies..

Shaolin Girl, The Incredible Hulk, Don't mess with the Zohan, Get Smart!

Enjoyed all movies except Shaolin Girl..

Shaolin Girl is CRAP and TOTAL BULLSHIT! Omg!

Really sucks lah! Storyline is wth! and no climax.. Yawn!

Its kinda disappointing but u can try watching it.. =P

hmm.. as for the other movies its worth watching..

The Incredible Hulk has really great animation and graphics are realistic..

Standard superhero movies but its really nice and cool! Thrilling!

Zohan Zohan, aka Scrappy Coco! =x NC16!

The main lead is the one acting as Chuck in I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry..

haha! he's so funny..

really funny, its great time to laugh with ur friends..

but u must be able to stand sexual humors!

they made fun about lots of stuffs..

the people, wars and stuffs..

Get smart!

the movie is really made mi laugh out loud..

Its different from Zohan as its not much of sexual humor..

Anyways.. i like Get Smart most! haha!

Steve Carell is really hilarious.. Omg!

Thrilling yet funny!! HAHA!! =)

Preferred Get Smart to Zohan but both are funny!

It's 2 months which i really feel its well spent..

Everyday is fulfilling and meaningful.

Memories are weaving in my mind.

I know i still hav feelings.

words cant describe all these feelings and memories..

I really dunno what's in mi.

Hmm.. im lost!

That msg is not meant to be a breakup msg.

i just wanna express how i feel.

Things that were really weird.

More time for myself and things i wanna do.

But i feel a sense of emptiness.

Having so much time which makes mi feel weird.

Being too packed makes mi feel so busy, seeking for freedom.

Hmm.. I wonder the word commitments.

Can i manage commitments well? i doubt so.

Having commitment is such a hassle but its so special and fun.

to answer for what i have done and what i want.

i feel that im selfish being unable to sacrifice.

Im not prepare for all these things yet? Maybe.

Being able to commit is something that i doubt myself.

i yearn for things which i cant handle.

Hmm.. Im so silly i guess..

*Sign* But i just cant bear to leave.

What really matters?

Communication between the sender and decoder.

To do things at the right time.

Convincing but not arguing.

To debate but nothing comes out is meaningless.

Impression that is projected to people.

Pride and Ego which can be put down easily.

Triggered and get defensive towards people.

Making judgements and test people.

Hard to be truthful and difficulties to get along well.

Things that weren't mean to be mentioned.

Words that could really hurts.

Words which let the other party speechless.

Hurt the other's feeling unknowingly.

Is there a need for that.

Environment which causes this change.

Personal perception that is hard to change.

Personal motto and wants in life.

Thinking and personality that clash which lead to conflicts.

Differences that cause communication breakdowns.

I feel that sometimes there is really no point for some stuffs.

Im Sorry but i cant put them in good words.

It hurts for mi to write all these.

but does it even matter if i read all these?

Personally, I just cant understand why.

I feel hurt. Maybe.

Got more pictures at previous post! haha.. =)

Update Update!!

hmm.. had a cycling session with manda!

has been a long time since i ride on the bike..

its pretty tiring but it definitely fun.. =)

its great to spend time in the nature with her..

Indulging in the nature with her, breathing fresh air and viewing the scenery!

it kinda trigger my memories..

its great memories to be kept! =)

Cycling is a good sport.. haha..

Oh yeahh! It's more photos of myself.. haha..

At the Wedding!

Solo is Me! hehe.. =)

Hmm.. i look funny man! haha.. =)

This is Michelle Chow Wedding Singapore..

Its Them! =)

She's Verse! =)

Mr Red Face!

Food in TonyRoma.

Our Birthday Boy!

Two Nicholases..

Lastly, And its me!

Manda Manda..

really appreciate that u came down to visit mi.. hehe.. =)

brought mi chinese herbal crysthemum tea..

pretty sweet with loves.. haha!

anyways..

i visited the doctor and i dint go for the test.. yupps!

im feeling much better now..

guess company is something i nid when im sick..

my temper was not good at first..

guess its due to my sickness..

just feel so easily irritated.. im sorry..

herbal tea cool mi down.. haha! =)

thank you for accompanying and taking care of mi..

Those Mesmerising Eyes That Caught My Heart.. =)

Its kinda shitty day for mi.. =x

i was sick and i dint want to seek doctor's help..

i was stubborn even though manda ask mi to..

hmm.. so after my PRSP paper..

i went to meet manda for lunch..

then she sent mi home..

dint manage to watch movie with her and friends..

cuz i was too sick.. =(

weather was really bad..

sun was burning hot and heaty..

i laid down on my bed feeling soo weak!

not after long i fell asleep..

till my mother came home..

she saw mi covering myself with the blanket in the room..

she woke mi up and ask mi to see doctor..

i was damn dizzy, head was super heavy, body super weak..

feeling aches and pains every part of my body..

i could hardly get out of my bed..

i dragged my poor body to the clinic..

temperature taken : 39.6 degree celsius..

super shocked lah!

i took an injection on my damn butt! Shit!

its super pain and i sweared "fuck"..

the doctor apologises to mi.. lol..

im sorry for being rude but its still super pain..

i've got a plaster on my poor butt..

got 2 days MC with unfit for test.. yeahh! =)

dint went for wds cuz i think i cant pass..

i slept the whole day and ate medicine that cause drowiness..

doubt i can make it without revising..

but im going to c maths test! yeah! =)