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Keith wongkoksin


Aqib
Dominic
Gwen
Katherine
Royston
Wenling
Kar Yee
Nadine
Evon
Huiqi


Brand New Week..
Hmm.. had some plans for myself this week..
i shall start from sch then..
my course really starts to interest mi though its tedious..
especially web design.. i really love it..
and i must thank my gf for helping out for my work.. =)
Pick a topic to do.. Beaches in Singapore.. Cool man! =x
dint know that my course could appeal mi..
This saturday i would be going for Dragon Boat orientation! muhahahas..
dunno can make it anot.. hope i like it bah..
hope my joints dun hurt that day!
Balance in Life.. Control my Life.. =)


As we walked along the road..
we had a talk that is sooo.. i cant find a word for it..
my language power just sucks..
hmm.. we sat down at the park near my house..
the view is so beautiful..
we gazed into the sky together..
the stars almost filled the dark sky..
it's so rare to hav so much stars..
we had a talk that made mi think so much..
i realised what i need in life..
i just feel that god sent her here for mi..
problems and pain,
encouragements and love..
there's always a balance in life..
i hav more stuffs for mi to look forward..
our hands held so tight.. =)
i really cant find words to express how my feel..


hmm.. i feel so empty now..
im listening to my playlists..
hav been quite awhile since i hav feelings for my songs..
hmm.. does panadol cures heartaches?
i hope so bah.. good nights..
its an emo night!
good nights but i cant fall asleep! haha......
all i could do is to lie down on my mattress and think..
A frozen heart that was once sealed,
A face that never shows true expressions,
A smile that has never been so true,
A kiss that came deep from my melted heart,
A hug that tell our love towards each other,
A tear that describes how much u meant to mi,
A poem that i try to do for you...
A manda.. i love you..


Are u upset? No?
hmm.. he crossed that road & look up to the long path..
he dint walk that path because he felt that he's alone..
he always walked there with someone else..
he wanna walk home but he cant continue..
he knows he shld turn back..
his heart aches and sours..
he's sorry!
he dint mean to pressure her..
he dint mean to worry her..
*he needs the hug in the deep night*
So he took cab home.. =)
so that he's safe, to ensure her IM HOME!! =)
it has been a long time since he felt this way..
i was eating my dinner..
i just took a spoon to hav my dinner..
i realised i nid a fork too.. =)
Now there's both spoon and fork.. yeahh!
am i easily affected or because of u im easily affected..?


i went to play basketball with my usual basketball clique..
i was late.. sorry!
this time was different cuz she tagged along.. =)
she did her hw when i was playing my game..
In the game..
i was thrown off in the air when i was trying to get the ball..
then i fell and rolled quite far..
luckily i dint injure myself..
there are decent matches and its fun!! yeahh!
after the game i went to accompany her..
i looked at her frustrations in her work....
she was very stressed by her work..
It really hurts to see that..
but im glad that i could be beside her and accompany her through her work..
she has been having headache cuz of insufficient rest..
and dependent on glucose for energy..
im so worried lo..
i really wish she could hav enough rest..
hmm.. just hope that u would eat well, sleep well, and play well.. =)
dun be too stress lah!
*loves*


It has been 3 days since the school started..
i get along with my classmates relatively well..
i feel that we can still bond quite well as a class..
lets give each other more time to get along and we will find out.. =)
different people just hav different personalities..
to smoke or not became a problem for mi again..
now i will accompany my friends to smoke..
as in i accompany but not smoking..
peers are the greatest influence for smoking..
its just everytime i hav to say NO!!
it has been a struggle for mi again..
to prove that i could smoke, the only way is to smoke..
i cant because i know i cannot fail her trust and love..
i just wish that i could keep my promise..
dun want to let her down lah! Argghhh!
Its so silly to smoke just to prove myself..
Pride Vs Promise..
and now i start to hav a slang..
i feel that i've been talking too much in class..
i dun wanna be affected even though im in a new environment..
Omg! i nid to adjust myself again.. haha! =)


19th April, 2008 Saturday! =)
today i went to the church!! yeahh!
amanda invited mi to go..
its actually the same church as nicholas phan..
i was late for meeting her..
i know she's a little angry that im not punctual..
but i glad that she controlled her temper and dint make a fuss..
thanks to mi.. we were late for the worship.. hmm.. im sorry!
the service was fulfilling and close to our heart..
taught us alot of things..
i know she's faithful to her God..
i know God will love her too.. =)
i also hope she will reap what she sow..
and i'll respect her and maybe one day i'll convert bah.. =)
had fun with her friends and of course her..
luckily i could get along with them..
on our way home we hav some talks..
we chatted about alot of things..
though there was unhappy issue..
but there are more happy things!! haha.. =)
we sorted out some stuffs.. yupps.. =)
Jia You alrights!
hmm.. and im really grateful to hav her as my girlfriend..
thank lord!


18th April, 2008 Friday! =)
went off early from orientation..
i meet yx and friends to play soccer..
was quite tired but i had a great time with them..
after that i had to meet my girl.. haha! =)
took a bathe at her house.. hmm.. xiang xiang le..
after resting awhile we went out..
we bought the 1215am forbidden kingdom tickets..
and we got the seats at the last row..
we went to TCC located at T3 to hav dinner..
tiramisu was great because thats the only food i could taste!
my blocked nose made mi cant taste anything..
so i assume that its delicious because i can taste the tiramisu..
its Damn nice lah!! haha..
Attempted to do something for her.. =x
though its not much of a success..
but im glad she's satisfied by what i've done.. =)
thank you! er.. upon reading this i will know u will say thank you..
so i shall say U ARE WELCOME!! =) hehe..
hmm.. with her accompany..
all the way back to tampines for our movie..
the tickets were selling fast when we were back..
close to full house when we entered..
the movie seems kinda standard martial arts movie..
cracked a little jokes and fighting scenes..
most of the scenes are expected..
so it become quite boring i guess..
jackie chan and jet li fight and fight..
but they dint determine the winner..
cuz i think cannot lah! so dumb lo..
we are like kinda disappointed..
on our way home and started raining..
ran our way home in the rain..
had supper and rested..
waited till morning and went home..
im really thankful and blessed that i had her accompany..
dun wanna say too much lah!
kinda mushy and personal.. haha!
i shall say to u personally.. =)


these few days hav been busy for mi..
or shld i say become more busy..
guess it's because of one more commitment..
one more person entering my life.. =)
anyways.. this make mi nid to manage my lifestyle again..
A slight adjustment to myself..
Not only her but also my new school..
My orientation was okay lah..
but i just cant adapt myself into that environment..
makes mi feel kinda disappointed in the new course and class..
but i know i cant judge it like that..
i nid to interact with them to find out more..
hope that i can find something cool and interesting there..
luckily got a day for myself to sleep the whole day.. haha!
was very tired after the orientation but i still went to meet her..
bathe and slept at her house..
thanks for her tender care and love..
she accompanied mi until i fell asleep..
sorry that i cant accompany u to buy groceries..
i was too tired and lazy!! haha.. =x
but i know she will understand! Right!? haha.. =P
skipped 2nd day orientation cause of a slight sore throat and insufficient rest..
glad that my mother boiled barley water and cook porridge for mi.. =)
Hope that i can recover asap..
cuz tml im gonna go out her! yeahh! =)


i woke up in the afternoon..
no msgs, no missed calls..
i felt kinda different..
so i guess i shld be the one initiating..
luckily she replied..
i guess its a valuable lesson for us alrights.. =)
lets move on.. haha!
hmm.. UAN called up..
asked to meet mi and her on saturday..
OMG! it's sch orientation tml..
i dint realise it until my friend tell mi..
then i realised sch has start for other institutions..
i dint go out with my friends and met amanda instead..
guess its called zhong se qing you.. Lol.. =x
i must try to attain balance in them..
its quite hard..
i know i will be slightly towards se..


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Our Day.. Sunday, April 13, 2008
went out for dinner with her and her family..
after that we went to clark quay for desserts..
haha! the beautiful view at clark quay was enhanced by her..
had a great time with her and her family..
we took cab back to her house..
That tunnel..
her eyes just melted my heart when she look at mi that way..
i was caught! =x
hmm.. she's tired after having insufficent rest..
so she felt asleep..
i was tired too..
but i dun seems to be when i am with her.. =)
i am really happy and felt loved with her..
Thank you Amanda Toh Hui Wen! haha!
i trust u!
Everything that i ever wish for..
I hope u enjoy urself too..
*Shy*
dun be stressed alrights!
we will pull through together.. *^-^*
Have faith..
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Morning went to baibai..
tired tired*
I FINALLY GOT MY LAPPY!! oh my!
with printer, wireless modem, thumbdrive, case, mouse! oh yeah! =)


i not only wanna try to be there for u..
i really want to be there for u.. ya..
i hope that i wont be putting too much stress for u..
but u can always look for mi when u hav troubles..
i hope i can be a help and not a burden for u..
im gald that u tell mi how u felt..
i will u my best support!! yupps.. Jia You Jia you!
hmm.. thanks for doing such loving thing for mi..
and the things we talked about..
it kinda reassure mi again.. =)
i love the dinner at ur house.. yummy yummy!!
most important is ur company lah!
Remember..
Smiles Smiles Smiles.. =) =) =)


i just feel like blogging now..
u made me look forward to our future..
though i cant predict or foresee whats ahead..
but im sure i'll fight our future..
you've made my heart fonder..
you've made my mind miss u..
you've made me smile and laugh..
you've made everyday of mine bright with ur smile..
i used to think about bad things that might happen in my relationships..
that results me to not to do more things..
Fears and regrets..
Some superstitious acts that i'll do..
you've just changed them..
Day by day, Bits by bits, im changing..
There's no definite answer how long we will be together..
But u did change me..
And i'll really really try my best.. dun worry alrights..
Holding our hands..
we will path our road and walk together.. =)
*i love you*
i was so filled with feelings and i hurried my bathe to write this down..
this is so paiseh! omg.. is like so many pple will know lah.. haha!
anyways..
this is not all i wanna say but my language power is not strong enough to describe every single little details of my feelings.. haha!
but i've just describe them with three little yet powerful words.. hmm..


Sunday is a full day of gaming..
my chiongster partner is timothy! yeahh!
we're like crazy!
game from 2pm afternoon to monday morning 5.30am..
we do rest awhile in between..
eat pizza and talking on phone.. =)
almost lost the mood to game after talking on phone..
luckily.. things was settled.. phew! =)
its so tiring gaming so much lah! but i've got to train my character.. haha!
i sent my friend to sch straight after gaming..
Soon after that..
i went home and slept at 8am!
waken up at 12pm by nicholas chan!!
had lunch with him and johan..
then went coffee bean with them..
tried out caramel latte and bought cheesecake.. Take Away!! hehe..
after that went to look for present with a friend..
got a blue water bottle at the sporting house.. lol
then went to check out if my contact lenses are ready!
and.. Omg! it just arrived!! yeahh!!
Vision recovered..
and my hair is soon to be back! Longer and thicker!
then went to alter my pants..
hmm.. so i had dinner at my friend's house..
Watermelon juice and dessert..
i dint mention im tired anymore.. haha!
Home Sweet Home!


woke up at 10am.. But
Im gonna be late for my therapy appointment! Shit!
thought it was at 4pm but its at 11am.. crap lah!
so i rush out of my house.. glad that i had a good hair day i guess.. hehe! =)
had to meet my friend at the mrt station..
someone accompanying mi to visit the therapist.. yeahh!!
2 hours of therapy-ing..
she waited for mi so long! im sorry but happy that u accompanied mi.. =x
after that i send her home to change her uniform..
guess she wanna look pretty in her home clothes.. haha!
i ate the biscuits.. omg.. so nice! its butter cookies..
and a glass of uncarbonated coke..
taste great.. i dunno why.. =)
im hungry but troubled what to eat..
did some survey but it requires our hp number..
is he crazy? and its compulsory.. so i gave him fake numbers..
i got myself green tea shower gel at the body show at city hall..
we were walking at citylink..
we were stopped by someone whose from UAN..
UAN is some kinda grooming artiste company!
we are kinda shocked and surprised but happy..
we smile at each other for the whole time..
guess we look compatible/loving together bah.. haha!
ermm.. anyways..
we decided to go orchard to look for wan jing, sihui, jia ying!
meet like 20mins only and we went off to catch a movie..
Movie called Shutter!
Omg! it kinda suck.. cuz its so boring..
its not that scary.. guess its not the original version..
cuz heard that original shutter was very scary..
and shitty dinner..
kinda disappointed!
But sometimes its not the thing, its the accompany! i guess..
angry by a small boy..
he took my ONE dollar.. Argghh!
the coin dropped out from my pocket and landed behind my seat..
was waiting for the bus to reach interchange so i can take..
But he went behind to take my coin! Angry!!
i scare him by staring at him and following him for awhile..
want to make him guilty lah!
Im a bully!! haha!
its not the value of the money.. its how much it values to mi..


woke up early again, bought food for bbq..
gathered all the stuff at jj house..
then divided to the rest to store..
the day just ended by preparing stuffs..
soon was evening and all were tired..
so they went pasir ris central to hav dinner..
Yeahh! soon will be our BBQ.. haha!
i felt dizzy cause my contact lenses sucks! Argghhh!
Glad that my father dint ask mi to go malaysia for qing ming..
Im sorry daddy and mummy!
please take care and bon voyage.. hehe.. =)
Sorry to my ancestors whom i shld visit..
i miss my parents!
hope i wont fall sick cause im exhausted from these days waking up early..
hmm.. i think i hav to see my doctor if im really sick.. haha!
i choked when i was eating instant noodles..
its so xin ku and pain cuz its spicy..
tears just came out so fast from my eyes..
sliced mushrooms and carrots flew out of my mouth.. lol..
then i was fine..
BedTime..


woke up at 9am.. its a miracle! haha..
super tired but dragged my feets to tp with dedric..
found out i missed out documents for my poly thingy..
so we went all the way to raffles place to collect my X ray report..
No abnormality is seen in the heart or lungs.. yeahh!!
phew.. smoking is bad but hard to quit!
Most of all.. THANK YOU dedric for accompanying mi lah!
if not im dead bored and lost there! i owe u a drink lah! haha..
we went to eat teppan sliced beef with extra rice.. Yummy!
dedric went home to meet his Girlfriend.. The Computer! lol..
starbucks java chip! haha.. drank half only.. Full..
catch a movie the orphanage with my friend.. =)
sweet of my friend to accompany mi watch again! thank you! haha..
its kinda different horror and storyline is pretty decent..
Ups and Downs.. Scary and Sleepy..
its kinda full of mystery and clues are given..
my friend said it was sad and they play with mind games..
but i disagreed with the mind game part!!
Convince mi which part of the show is about mind game HUH!! =P
after the show i walked my friend home..
meet my friend at tm..
then eat sotong balls and muah chee! pasar malam last day le.. sian..
then had dinner at whitesands..
my friend ate korea food, i had hokkien mee.. hehe..
then had desserts at hong kong style cafe..
went Home lo..
Happy, Full, and broke! =x