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Keith wongkoksin

Aqib
Dominic
Gwen
Katherine
Royston
Wenling
Kar Yee
Nadine
Evon
Huiqi

today was a short but fun day.. =)
due to celebration of dedric's birthday..
i woke up around 7 in the evening..
went to hav teppan for dinner at tm..
really broke but just dun care lah..
so went to find tim and dedric to slack..
went there to drink because nothing to do..
we just drank 2/3 the bottle of vodka in around 30-40mins..
wanted to drink more but i wanna catch the last bus..

just feel like calling someone, so i called huiqi.. hahas..

lalala~~ was quite high just now.. but not drunk! =P
its really fun to get high and laugh..
wanted to drink so much even though we are in the bus..
its the first time i find drinking so fun with little pple..
jo wanted to eat at xing wang so i accompanied him..
we were high and laughing then felt tired..
sat there quite awhile till i miss my last bus.. omg!
anyways.. screw the love/emo songs in xing wang..
making mi think about some stuffs..
hmm.. i really do miss u..
so now im gonna start blogging about the day of michelle's baby and dedric celebration!

tim came over my to stay overnight..

so he can wake mi up! hahas.. =)

10am woke up lah! washed up and bath..

then style out hair together lo..

we all ready to go out! yeahh! =)

and out we go! hees.. =]

went to michelle's baby first month celebration..

we went there too early..

reach around 1 plus bah..

so there's not much pple there..

so waited and waited..

slack and slack under the block..

finally my friends came at 3plus..

eat and watch love guru at her house..

after the movie, mi, tim and sihui went over to dedric house first..

it was around 6 le i think..
this is the birthday boy.. dedric lee!

he's abit shag lah..

cuz he took some shots of vodka before taking the photo..

scare he buay dong lata so better take first..

sat at the bbq there, eat and slack lo..

the food are not bad.. except the bee hoon..

they look and taste like strings to mi.. hahas..

threw him into swimming pool after everything is over..

not much drinking, but smoke alot..

slack alot and friends talk to mi..

im pretty fine i guess, just sometimes not bah..

im sure of my thinking and what im doing..

hmm.. friend consult mi about his problem..

guess im meeting him up to accompany him..

pei him and talk to him..

hope he can handle the problem well..

its still up to u alrights!? =)

though i still hav my own things to think..

i can still help u i hope..

hmm..
there is more photos taken on his birthday..

but is at dedric's classmates there..

so need some time before i can update them..

i believe in myself.. i promise.. =)

why does this always happen to mi?
i really dun get it.. fuck!
really really fuck!
who can i consult? No one.
i dun even know how to express it..
FUCK!
important things are meant to be kept in my heart i guess..

He is our birthday boy! hahas..

today we went to sakae at plaza sing..

to celebrate poh's birthday!

he spotted her looking here..

he is learning how to eat..

we went to play pool after sakae..
i was quite lucky lah..
win quite alot of games.. hahas..
then we went to eat beancurd..
they plan to go back downtown east so we went to take bus 12 at bugis..
we were walking halfway then i realise i left my wallet at the shop..
so i ran all the way back like crazy sia..
super tiring but lucky i got my wallet back.. hahas..
really thankful to the auntie..
so we took bus back to downtown east..
then yx asked mi if i wanna go find our friends at the chalet..
yx also ask mi if i wanna work as cleaner at aloha.. omg! hahas..
but i hope i can get the customer service job in aloha..
so we went to find them and slack awhile..
was thinking i shld go home earlier..
cuz i feel like going home earlier so i could make a phone call..
really wanna talk to her so much.. hahas.. =)
and parents recently unhappy with mi..
i reach home in the morning..
my father was going to work and he saw mi..
he's kinda unhappy i dint went home the night..
after this week i think i dun wanna stay overnight..
just feel like having my own time..
doing things i wanna do.. =)

I dunno why, but im willing.. =)

has been a long time since i went out with them.. hahas..
nicholas lim, yixiang, ivan, clement, and jing qing..
it also has been a long time since i update new photos!! hees.. =)
my zi lian photos before i go out and meet them..

yeahh! after enjoying them.. =P
i shall continue my post..
went out early in the afternoon to meet yx..
ate and whitesands then went to orchard le lo..
met them at Shaw House..
walk walk around and shop shop!
see many things i want sia! omg!
anyways, after my friend get what he wanted after 1-2 hours bah.. hahas..
went to eat after that..
went to lucky plaza and eat some chicken chicken! =)
i forget the name already but there's queue lah!
waited awhile then we ordered our food..
we got 2 free drinks because the waiter mistake other pple order and brought the drinks to our table..
being dishonest we drank them.. hees.. =)
yummy yummy AYAM PAHA!!

finish eating then we decided to watch movie..
went to catch the movie Mirrors..
its M18 lah! Horror/Gore i think..
its quite nice lah! the storyline and acting..
the ending is abit lame.. hahas..
its trying to let u be paranoid with mirrors lo..
that depend on personal..
im not affected lah cuz abit unrealistic to mi.. hahas..
catch the movie.. its more of a thriller than horror to mi..
the storyline is about a case then how the main lead solve it eventually..
to mi, its really gore and disgusting, slight nude lah.. its M18!

toilet break!

went home after movie.. cant eat beancurd cuz sure no train home lata.. took some candids.. Its a fun and enjoyable day! hahas.. =)

i miss u like i always do.. =)

its really great to hav friends around supporting u..
im really grateful to hav them kept mi accompanied..
tim, thanks for accompanying mi the last night..
really nice of u to let mi hav dinner, slack with mi and treat mi stuffs..
today, i've got johan who kept mi accompanied..
thanks to both of u.. =)
tim, much more to say to u, really appreciated!
Besides the support from friends,
i believe its still up to mi to think..
and i've really thought through it..
i realise im stronger than before..
my mental strength and positive thinkings..
i've learnt, i've learnt..
and i'll continue to learn and grow with u.. =)
now its up to time..
im always here, always here for u..
i'll wait, dun worry! take ur time.. =)
Smiles here for you! =)
its nice to see ur smiles! yupps! =)
One has to stand strong so that he/she can hold the partner when he/she is falling. =)

dun think im going out anywhere..
i'll just turn down anyone who wanna ask mi out i guess..
i'll stay at home the whole day..
i'll think it through..
and..
i just broke the promise i made to myself..
FUCK!

it aches my heart whenever it pumps now..

sorry..

*drops......*

my keyboard stays blurred from my vision..

i think thats all for today! =)

went out with huiqi on thursday! =)

i met her at je mrt station and took bus 97 to city hall..

then we ate kfc before the movie..

saw fish and eve when walking to the cinema.. hahas..

watch the movie make it happen at marina square..

it was touching when the lead actress persue her dream..

could really feel how much the effort she put in and how she become better..

after the movie, went to slack at rooftop of esplanade..

then we went to eat at Shokudo.. =)

after the dinner, took train then cab to her house..

photos that we took! hahas.. =)

sorry for uploading so late..

anyways.. i look so funny in the photos.. =P

i enjoyed myself together with u..
i know u're alittle moody, but i'll always be here for u! =)
sorry for asking such silly questions..
i realised im silly le lah! =P
hope u also had fun and enjoy urself too..
hmm.. u're so beautiful that day lah!
cant take my eyes off u.. hees..
hope that i can see u soon! =)

you are always so beautiful to me..
silly girl.. =)

went to interview for job at downtown east aloha..

really hope i can get the job..

so i wont be trouble about money problems..

i also dun wanna keep taking extra money from mother..

so decided to get a permenant part-time job..

hope i get it! =)

then went to singtel..

suppose to exchange for a new phone..

then is actually not the phone faulty..

is partly my fault..

cuz i forget off wlan, bluetooth..

thats why battery burn fast..

so in the end nv change lo..

then go play soccer at tp..

director's cup then we win one lose one..

feel damn sian.. but its alrights lah!

then went home take photo then pass to friend to help mi pass the resume up tml..

always leave the best for the last.. =)

baby, im really sorry that i dint reply..

i shld hav accompany u! =(

hope u will be fine and smiles alrights! =)

i really wish i could be by ur side..

im always just right next to u in that tiny space.. =)

i hav faith in u, will i hav faith in myself too?

though we stay far away,

i know our hearts aren't..

thank you baby for this!

happy lantern festival huh! hahas.. =P

really happy to receive this gift from u.. hees..

its ur thought that counts.. =)

hmm.. tml gonna wake up slightly earlier..

going to gym at tim house..

then jo is teaching mi how to swim.. damn it!

oh oh, and i've to ask for work! yeahh! =)

the upcoming gift.. =)

These few days have been spending alot of money..

now no money liao.. hmm.. really gonna find work..

hopefully i can get some job near my house, at most town bah..

though some unhappy things hav occurred!

im sure things will become better i hope..

anyways.. i dun really wanna bother much.. =)

just hope things become better and smoother..

and and..

i've got a phone! hahas.. its sony ericsson G900..

im pretty satisfied with the phone..

except its laggy at times and bat runs low fast..

so i think im gonna go down and ask about my hp..

finally finally!!

i thought through some matters..

i guess i've got them sorted out..

anyways.. i dun know why!

but i just miss u so much! =)

i just love ur eyes so much! hahas.. =)

Sometimes it just happens, for a reason..

waa.. has been along time since i blog! hahas..

im gonna blog about my outing to Chinese Garden! =)

went there with huiqi and kat..

its the first time i went there lah!

so im pretty excited and looking forward to it..

the accompany was the best i guess! =P

sent them home then went home..

i enjoy myself alot! hahas.. =)

whoo! super surprised! can get to go out with huiqi again! =)

today is more special! she was with her parents!

so i went to say hi to auntie and uncle.. hahas..

im a little hungry so went to taka basement and bought some food!

i ate some jap fried noodle stuffs..

and we bought ice cream! green tea and cookies&cream!

had alot of fun! go walk walk at taka..

there also got lion dance competition..

so we went to see awhile..

then met her parents again.. go walk walk awhile..

then go home le lo.. was quite tired but its fun! =)

baby,

i just love the way u smile..

surely,

silly girl..

oh yeah! so thursday can get to watch movie with huiqi! =)
we went to watch wall e at jurong east.. hahas..

its super super cute lah!

it also reminds mi to exercise man!

dun want become so fat until cannot stand lah! hees..

after the movie went to IMM lo.. =)

walk walk there.. then go daiso! hahas..

was thirsty so i wanna get a drink..

huiqi say u thirsty then drink first lo..

lata just pay can le.. i drink then like eee..

so i put back! haha! =)

anyways..

really had alot of fun going out with huiqi! =)

went to her house and had dinner!

dinner was really nice.. i was craving for miso soup that day..

and really hav lah! omg! super lucky! hees..

feel really glad and accepted! =) Happy!

she also help mi put mask! hahas! =)

damn nice lah.. so shu fu..

put until i fell asleep sia.. =)

yeahh! Action speaks louder than words! =)

My silly girl! =)

this day went out to look for job!

should be a wednesday bah.. hahas..
hmm.. after looking for the job at clark quay..

there's alot of japanese restaurants at Central..

Omg! Super nice lah! but dint eat there..

i will go back there again! hees..

so we took 124 and ate lunch at plaza sing..

went to eat a japanese restaurant beside ajisen! =)

yeahh! the food is super nice lah! =)

i love the beef! its so tender and soft! hees..

our finally photo! maybe too tired thats why tim doze off! =P