What really matters? Communication between the sender and decoder. To do things at the right time. Convincing but not arguing. To debate but nothing comes out is meaningless. Impression that is projected to people. Pride and Ego which can be put down easily. Triggered and get defensive towards people. Making judgements and test people. Hard to be truthful and difficulties to get along well. Things that weren't mean to be mentioned. Words that could really hurts. Words which let the other party speechless. Hurt the other's feeling unknowingly. Is there a need for that. Environment which causes this change. Personal perception that is hard to change. Personal motto and wants in life. Thinking and personality that clash which lead to conflicts. Differences that cause communication breakdowns. I feel that sometimes there is really no point for some stuffs. Im Sorry but i cant put them in good words. It hurts for mi to write all these. but does it even matter if i read all these? Personally, I just cant understand why. I feel hurt. Maybe.
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