Things that were really weird. More time for myself and things i wanna do. But i feel a sense of emptiness. Having so much time which makes mi feel weird. Being too packed makes mi feel so busy, seeking for freedom. Hmm.. I wonder the word commitments. Can i manage commitments well? i doubt so. Having commitment is such a hassle but its so special and fun. to answer for what i have done and what i want. i feel that im selfish being unable to sacrifice. Im not prepare for all these things yet? Maybe. Being able to commit is something that i doubt myself. i yearn for things which i cant handle. Hmm.. Im so silly i guess.. *Sign* But i just cant bear to leave.
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