i shall blog about what happened recently.. i just hav some thoughts in my mind which i think is quite true.. firstly, its a issue which doesnt bother mi.. and im worked up over it.. omg! anyways.. i hav got over it already.. and what i think sihui said to mi is true.. that im being baised on the issue and everything.. i shall apologise for them.. i hav thought about them.. and i was dulan over a small matter.. its just saying for fun and i treat it seriously.. i also overreacted over the issue about sihui.. and she doubted what i said.. maybe i sounded like im joking.. im sorry that i overreacted and i was damn stupid! im sorry here.. but it was really what tim told mi and i repeated it.. besides all these.. some thoughts also came into my mind.. i will not be a "beast".. and im really sure that i know i wont.. bet this part only chris and tim will understand wth im saying.. hahas.. rights tim and chris? HAHA!! here to say im sorry for what i've said or done lah.. i know i should listen too.. and now, im not bothered! anyways.. lovely night where im inspired! =) blah.. blah.. blah.. came home around 2plus am.. mum not asleep and she asked.. she asked, how u come back!? (exclaimation cuz of her tone..) i replied, by cab lah! sound not happy that she asked.. but the fact is trevis sent mi home.. but i decided to tell her my friend sent mi home.. then she asked, so u smoke lahhh!? super bu shuang, NO LAH!! dun believe u smell my hands and mouth lah.. so she laughed, haha.. then good then good.. i confidently closed the door, and said ya lah ya lah! although temptations are all around mi.. and i hav to kerb them which can be hard.. but the feeling of coming home with clear conscious replying my mum, Nooo lahhh.. makes mi feel really wonderful and confident.. hahas.. =) Lucky!
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