its really late in the night now.. but i just wanted to blog.. =) hmm.. things hav been whirling in my mind.. could say that i am.. puzzled? blinded? happy? hahas.. i dunno which one.. so i actually start thinking and thinking.. thinking and thinking.. i just could not get my fucking answer.. until today, now, at this very moment.. i've kinda sort out what i actually have to know.. maybe im blinded! hahas.. not blinded in love okay! please dun misundrstand.. hahas.. there are other things that i might hav been blinded i guess.. being...... hmm.. couldnt find a word for that.. maybe i can say i missed out things.. tiny little things that are much more meant to be observed.. rather than just the shell of it.. anyways.. at least now i can see what's the purpose of some things.. why and what of things, maybe some reasonings that i used to think about.. or how i look at them.. haaaaaaaa~~ i opened my mouth! =P im so glad im inspired but myself! OMG! hahas.. suddenly got some inspirations.. like finally.. yupps! that it! i think im closer to it.. and i cant believe i've got it.. at such time, after a tiring swim, after so many things, i finally got it! =) anyways.. choices do hav consequences.. i've regretted and felt remorseful.. thank god that im enlightened.. =) things that are said and happened.. mental.
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