ohh.. its a tiring day for mi.. kinda sleep at 6am in the morning when i hav paper at 2.30pm.. and the thing is i dint study the whole night.. the time just flew, seriously! woke up at 12pm, after 2 failures at 9.30am and 11am.. dragging my damn feet and prepare for sch.. i took quite awhile to consider what i should wear.. i did something before i left my room, i've got this feeling. i closed the door of my room, the feeling struck mi again! i knew it has came.. i was like hah, am i done!? i left my house eventually and went for my exams.. i really regretted for not studying.. everything is like in the damn lecture notes lah! i dun want supp paper! shit man! dint go anywhere, until nick called mi.. met jo and went his house for dinner and drink beer.. i ran to the bus stop, thinking that i would miss my last bus.. in the end, i waited for awhile.. i had some time so i think about some stuffs.. i thought i've lost this feeling long ago.. after that phone call, im sure i've got it back.. to myself, i said, hah, im sure. i realise something for myself.. if i love someone, i feel jealous and i dislike it! i dun wanna lose her. and it is these damn feelings.. but im sure it is signs of falling in love with u.. aint i? and if i could say this, its alrights! with a smile. i asked myself, do i really care for u? then i smiled to myself.. this will be the one, if i miss it, the next time will be after i graduated from polytechnic. i sweared. =) i pressed play on my mp3, my earpiece was unplugged. it took mi around 20secs to realised it. Nicely distracted. Lastly, i realised i cant lose u. =)
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