Hmm.. after reading ur blog.. to be honest.. i felt affected but i realised lots of things.. but i know that we hav to pull through this together.. understanding is what i hav to giv u.. and of course many other things as well.. we cant always hav things in our way we like.. sometimes we hav to seek a balance.. there are times that we feel low.. but at times we are feel happy too.. don't u? but at least for mi, im happy for what i hav now.. =) dun be mislead by uncertain stuffs and feel stress.. being kept too long in a situation may be suffocating and tiring.. but u just nid someone who will open up the cap.. open up ur heart to pour out ur feelings.. we may not know each other for a long period.. its the first step that is hard.. once u took the 1st step, it will be easier for the next one.. i wont ask for much.. its just ur love and concern in ur heart that are utmost important.. sometimes its the thoughts that counts.. so u dun hav to shield urself when u're with mi.. just let urself out.. i dun wanna be a burden.. i know ur studies is really really important.. u really nid to spent lots of time studying for 'a' level.. my power of language is not strong, so sometimes i cant really get what u're trying to convey.. my apology.. hope i can get them right.. if i get them wrong, please tell mi.. i realised that i hav to be disciplined and contented.. its just what u believe in and hav faith in it.. =) I'll always be there for u, and its fair because i am here for u.. There's a sentence that says.. xian ku hou tian.. bitter always come before enjoying happiness..
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