This is my life.

2010-01-03T16:22:00.004+08:00

This is a new post.

Welcome 2010 and Goodbye to 2009!

sometimes i really wonder..

when people say love is blind..

i do agreed to a certain extent..

maybe love is blind because of acceptance?

being able to accept ur mate,

being able to accept ur friends,

even our parents accept for what we hav done,

anyways.. this is an issue i cant figure out..

can people really accept THE FACT?

hmm.. anyways..

its a new year with a new resolution! =)

seriously i wanna revamp my room!

its really cosy now cuz its messy but i still find my stuff when i nid them..

my pillows are everywhere and having a bed with another mattress..

its really really comfy but i want a new look for a new year.. hahas!! =D

im gonna start exercising and stop my belly from blocking my brother..

every morning i say hi to him man!

i'll miss him if i dun start exercising soon..

Staying healthy is what i wish for everyone..

we stay healthy so that we can be rich!! muahahahas!! =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! =)

MAY UR WISH COME TRUE!

2009-10-12T04:28:00.002+08:00

hey hey!!

once again has been so long since i blog!

hmm.. today shall talk about my work!

i dun really like my work now.. =(

although it pays 8bucks an hour..

it bored mi totally! every single pores in my body!

omg! it sucks standing there giving flyers and i just know!

i get paid one fucking month lata!

means im gonna get my damn pay on dec..

i learnt nothing! i just get pay for standing!

i thought we might be mannequins of the whole shopping mall(Orchard Central)..

what a shit system man!

im gonna find temp jobs if not im really dead!

just hate pockets empty and limited to my spendings!

i wanna buy clothings, specs and hat! muhahahas!

im wanna revamp my room too!

hopefully my mum lets mi do that really soon!

there's this one thing which stucks at my head..

its sucks and i hate it! just hope it can pass asap!

and hoping for the best results! the feelings of awaiting for that sucks!

Next station- Job Central! =)

anyways.. birthday coming up for mi! wheeee!! =D

regarding the location i'll confirm with u guys maybe a week before bah!

most probably shld be chill out at some place where we can eat and drink.. =)

2009-09-30T12:57:00.004+08:00

Today's Special Main Course!
Keith and Peiwen! =)

We were on our way to Clark Quay.

so we took some photos! hahas.

and we were heading to the club! omg!

only went in to drink with baby and her friends.

its really quite cheap! costs mi only 15bucks to go Zirca, Rebel and Lunar!

After going to Lunar, i feel that its not too bad!

but i think it mostly play Chinese songs. =)
and i think the place is known for the bar top dancer as well.

they are really quite pretty!

hope one day i can bring chris there and hav a look! :)

its really fun! hahahahahas!

Seems like the Main Course is not enough!

we went for the 2nd round! hahas!

from the bloody look of my red face!

i look drunk but im not horrrr!! =D

im just happy!

im also shocked on how much we drank!

its lesser than this after we finish the drinking session!

im always so unlucky for the Up Down game. =(

damn stupid! cuz no matter i say up or down,

i kana 10,10,10 in a row! wtf! damn suay!

but luckily there's a game called "WU SHI"

at least can turn the tide abit for mi. hees! =)

Can u handle the 10secs!?

My long awaited watch and bag!

After viewing them, i shall share a true story.
all this things dint came easy.
We jumped every bridge, And we run every line!I risked being safe but i always knew why,
so here i am still holding onnnnn!!!we climb mountains and struggle through weathers.
and finally i got my stuff.
hav been searching for like months and finally!
all thanks to baby for accompanying mi through all these.
i know ur legs are aching and feeling so hot!
but u nv man yuan at all!
baby! im really thankful to hav u by my side!other vocabs shall be private! hahahhas! =D

Love it this way, Always... ...

2009-09-12T06:28:00.003+08:00

This is the birthday girl Ah Hui!!

Happy Birthday Ah Hui!! hahas! =)

went to safra mind's cafe to hav dinner and play game!

this is carbonara!!

i think it taste better compared to my curry bread!

but pastamania ownnn this!

this is my curry bread!

anyways.. the bread is very hard and rigid!

its very filling because the bread is very hard..

so not advisable to order!

2009-09-12T03:25:00.005+08:00

I HATE MACCC!!!

MAC makes mi fat!

high in fats, carbo, oil everything!! (its tasty!)

no exercise and no gym for months..

guess i shld do something about it.. maybe not. =P

We went Waraku near somerset i guess..

after our training!

and yaaa. thanks zw and jovene for introducing mi the job!

hopefully i can get to work asap lahhhh!!

i wanna work and i nid money!! $$$$$

here we are!

in the restauarant!

She is myyy Baby! Tan Peiwen! =)

the noodles is niceeee!! =)

i like it! i love egg!

i look more hungry!

but she kapo my food lo! hahas. joking!

end off with ice cream!! Yum Yum!! =P

but i still love bedok's TANG YUAN!!

it rocks! hope to eat peanut tang yuan soon! hees.

anyways!!

then this is our trip to east coast park!

had baby's fav sotong!! not bad!!

had satay as well as stingray! hahas..

damn shiok lah! omg!

gonna eat there again! Yummy! =D

flowers for you! hahas! =)

hope u like it! =)

My House!!

this is my cute and noisy niece! hahas.. =)

We took some shots with my niece!

Agnes B necklace for you!

Hope luck is gonna change!

Good Luck come and goes our bad luck!

PUI bad luck!! pui pui pui!!!

Hope you love the necklace!! =D

baby! thanks for always being by my side!

i know we hav faced some serious shit!

treat it as part of our lesson bah!

but i know we can overcome this together! hahas. =)

and i hope things will be better for us!

i know our luck will change! hahas.. =D

FUCK THOSE DIRTY SHIT!!

anyways.. hopefully all the things will be okay!

Maybe,

Hope to be Lucky! =)

2009-08-17T03:18:00.003+08:00

NO SIGNBOARD!!

Our Towkay in yellow! Mr Li Chang!

The man who just lost his job on the left.

Mr Wei Jie!

2009-08-17T03:04:00.003+08:00

Welcome Our AugustBaby! Timothy Yeo!! =)

Our surprise party for him!

Happy 19th Birthday dude!

We went out to town to window shop at ION.

Pepper for Lunch!!

Our DAMN CUTE model! trevis toh!

2009-07-29T00:45:00.002+08:00

Lovely First Month Anniversary! =)

Had dinner at the Summer Breeze together..

Yummy Yummy! =D

Mine's Fish And Chips..

Peiwen's Chicken Chop!

My gift from my b:)

im really surprised! hahas..

and very happy too!

hope u love the gift i give u! =)

Moooooo!!

My hello kitty mirror!

im not alone in it!! =)

i :) your smiles..

2009-07-19T00:40:00.003+08:00

This post is BEFORE AND AFTER!

to see if there is any difference.

the photos of

BEFORE..

This is still okay lah!

This is AFTER!

2009-07-17T02:20:00.004+08:00

im gonna blog about peiwen and mi.. =)

thanks for accompanying mi buy my shoe and take my mc..

walking around shopping malls whole day! hahas..

im not mr fickle minded okay!!

Went to hong kong cafe at whitesands with her..

Before that went to shop for my things at orchard!

bought my jacket at Zara! omg! hahas..

all because of peiwen i got that jacket!

but i think it looks cool.. hees..

xin ku ni le lahhh!! =)

ye xin ku wo le horrr! hahas..

i still wanna say im NOT fickle minded..

You made my days.

with,
Your smile. =)

2009-07-17T01:38:00.008+08:00

My brother wedding!

Photos shall say all.

damn lazy! hahas.

The ceremony.

My zi lian photos!

Pout!

i did tried to do it!

Ah Ma! Jia You for ur oncoming TP!

Father's friend!

Dedric's a happy man!

My dear mother!

He's a happy man!

2009-07-17T01:04:00.004+08:00

This is the post of unglam photos man!

WARNING!!

DO NOT KILL ME PLEASE! THANK YOU! =)

and its also the bbq for Ivan's long awaited NS..

its a rainy night and tim seems rather cold.

although its rainy the alcohol warm us all! hahas..

TIM SMILE MORE LAHHHH!!! HAHA!!
what a candid! =D
this :D fits right into his laugh!

omg! baboooseng! simisak! BLUEEEEEEEE~~

hope ivan can adapt well in NS!

with the company of his mushroom!
this is trevis after drinking!

this is trevis bro, christopher! =)

2009-07-04T02:50:00.003+08:00

i shall blog about what happened recently..

i just hav some thoughts in my mind which i think is quite true..

firstly, its a issue which doesnt bother mi..

and im worked up over it.. omg!

anyways.. i hav got over it already..

and what i think sihui said to mi is true..

that im being baised on the issue and everything..

i shall apologise for them..

i hav thought about them..

and i was dulan over a small matter..

its just saying for fun and i treat it seriously..

i also overreacted over the issue about sihui..

and she doubted what i said..

maybe i sounded like im joking..

im sorry that i overreacted and i was damn stupid!

im sorry here..

but it was really what tim told mi and i repeated it..

besides all these..

some thoughts also came into my mind..

i will not be a "beast"..

and im really sure that i know i wont..

bet this part only chris and tim will understand wth im saying.. hahas..

rights tim and chris? HAHA!!

here to say im sorry for what i've said or done lah..

i know i should listen too..

and now, im not bothered!

anyways..

lovely night where im inspired! =)

blah..

came home around 2plus am..

mum not asleep and she asked..

she asked, how u come back!?

(exclaimation cuz of her tone..)

i replied, by cab lah! sound not happy that she asked..

but the fact is trevis sent mi home..

but i decided to tell her my friend sent mi home..

then she asked, so u smoke lahhh!?

super bu shuang, NO LAH!! dun believe u smell my hands and mouth lah..

so she laughed, haha.. then good then good..

i confidently closed the door, and said ya lah ya lah!

although temptations are all around mi..

and i hav to kerb them which can be hard..

but the feeling of coming home with clear conscious replying my mum, Nooo lahhh..

makes mi feel really wonderful and confident.. hahas.. =)

Lucky!

2009-07-01T23:12:00.002+08:00

Blog Blog Blog!!!

Dint manage to wake up after gym to go basketball..

feeling damn damn sucks!

cuz i wanna play so much..

i went to rest and when i woke up..

its already 9.30pm! fuck lah!

super super sian..

anyways.. went gym in the afternoon..

but i still wanna go for basketball..

hmm.. got my term test results..

and omg! i failed my programming subject and communication skills..

hopefully i can pass my networking subject lah!

Pray hard.. OMG!!

And

im so gladdd that i went out with peiwen! hahas..

went to watch movie and had dinner..

we finally get to catch transformers 2 in the cinema..

many said it was nice lah..

but we both thought its okay lo..

anyways.. thanks for being by my side!

when i needed a listening ear and counselling mi.. hahas..

and i'll TA with u this coming sunday hor! =)..

To You..

2009-06-27T02:10:00.004+08:00

This is all private and confidential! hahas..

its here with the authorisation of her and myself! =)

Went watching movie with her..

Anyways.. she is my girlfriend! And her name is Tan Peiwen! =)

i hav decided to say it here because i think this will be no biased against any of my friends..

OKAY!?!?!?

and we think that its okay to say now.. =D.. hahas..

No more questions ahhhhhhh!

anyways..

its just sometimes i wanna keep it personal..

so i dint mention much..

yupps! hahas.. i still think its personal lah! =P..

Hmm.. dint say much in the previous post.

there's so many photos! hahas..

So many things i've gone through with pple around mi in the holidays! hahas..

hope u guys had fun too! =)

many many things happened!

and especially to chris and dedric for accompanying mi that night..

really really appreciated it alot..

thanks chris for what he said to mi..

and making mi realised some of the things..

which has helped mi alot..

recently kana caught for smoking by my mum..

i was totally fucked!

after so long and finally lah..

i wonder if i can stop smoking! LOL!!! hahas..

haiya.. troubles come and go..

its the experience where u keep them in the heart!

what is sweet when u nv taste bitter before..

that is why..

when u smoke Marlboro menthol lights..

u cherish Next chill.. hahas..

inside joke lah..

OMG! still thinking about smoking..

AND

the first meal with her when she's back!

at tamp 1, a japanese restaurant..

2009-06-27T01:09:00.009+08:00

TODAY MY BLOG IS DIFFERENT!

read from btm to up! yupps!

its a glam and ungalm post! =D

this is zw speciality!

chris has a big ulcer!

chris talking to dedric..

dedric's not happy!

this is the face!

THIS IS SHISHA-ING!

spread the love like spreading swine flu!

Prawning at pasir ris..

the shop assistant gave us more prawns to BBQ!

he is damn nice lah! hahas..

Eating at central..

these are singing k sessions..

DAYS WHERE YOUR HAIR SUCKS!

anyways.. this is the office look dedric wanna gives.

LOOK! HOW HAPPY HE IS WITH HIS NEW HAIR CUT!!! =D

look into the mirrors!!

The day where trevis(zeze) meets sihui(aiai).

2009-06-12T03:42:00.003+08:00

its really late in the night now..

but i just wanted to blog.. =)

hmm.. things hav been whirling in my mind..

could say that i am..

puzzled? blinded? happy?

hahas.. i dunno which one..

so i actually start thinking and thinking..

thinking and thinking..

i just could not get my fucking answer..

until today, now, at this very moment..

i've kinda sort out what i actually have to know..

maybe im blinded! hahas..

not blinded in love okay!

please dun misundrstand.. hahas..

there are other things that i might hav been blinded i guess..

being...... hmm.. couldnt find a word for that..

maybe i can say i missed out things..

tiny little things that are much more meant to be observed..

rather than just the shell of it..

anyways..

at least now i can see what's the purpose of some things..

why and what of things,

maybe some reasonings that i used to think about..

or how i look at them..

haaaaaaaa~~ i opened my mouth! =P

im so glad im inspired but myself! OMG! hahas..

suddenly got some inspirations.. like finally.. yupps!

that it! i think im closer to it..

and i cant believe i've got it..

at such time,

after a tiring swim,

after so many things,

i finally got it! =)

anyways..

choices do hav consequences..

i've regretted and felt remorseful..

thank god that im enlightened.. =)

things that are said and happened..

mental.

2009-06-05T04:16:00.005+08:00

We Drive, We Shop, We Gym, We Study, And We Party!

Together! =)

SET SET SET!!! HAHA!

And I cant fall to sleep because its 5th of June! =)

what else i have been looking forward to.

SMILES! =D

anyways, anyways.

last day of term test!

SMILES! =D

im lucky! :)

2009-05-17T04:53:00.004+08:00

Start the day!

met chris and zw at mrt station headed to bugis!

went around shopping..

bought alot of things there.. OMG!!

but the most happy is my handphone lah! hahas..

finally received it in the morning! =)

not gonna lose it anymore!

whoever takes it will be curse forever!!

step on banana skin when walking! asshole!

and i bought many things i wanted..

bought loafer, pants, pullover, t-shirt and phone! =)

the loafer is damn cheap! hahas..

and the salesperson is wth!

she look young and she dunno anything! omg!

but okay lah! she keep smiling to us! so its okay! =D

its time to control spendings w/o a job!

this is where we meet again!

slacked at dedric house outside..

then met trevis(boss) to go bedok for supper!

i ate mee goreng with egg! =) yummy!

i kana karma man!

i laughed at trevis and chris for having stomachache!

when i reach home! i lao sai(shit badly) before i go to bed!

must be the ajisen + mee goreng w/egg + teh cino + abit of teh limao!

= ALOT OF SHIT! =)

he lao sai!

chris is happy to get his food! =)

boss lao sai..

IM SORRY BOSS!! =x
he ate his handphone!

PRATA BOYS!!

took a picture of this! LOL!

random lah!
overall, today is fulfilled fully! =)
nevertheless, i'll still think of u!

2009-05-10T02:03:00.006+08:00

driving is a hell for mi on friday!

kana kp by driving instructor like so many times..

i think he said immediate failure like 5-6times..

dunno wtf i doing that day..

i think im being too complacent!

hope i can be better the next lesson.. =)

today just dun feel like blogging about my stuff..

maybe tml bah..

i understand how it feels lah!

i am worried okay! pissed also hor!!

but i know u will take care of urself..

hope that u will be fine.. hahas.. =)

hope u had a great time too!

i can feel it.

bogosipeoyo.

2009-05-04T00:55:00.003+08:00

omg!!

swine flu is attacking!!

anyways.. i think im gonna quit my job at aloha loyang..

LOOKING FOR NEW JOB!!

i dun wanna get condemned by anyone of my friends.. hahas..

so i think my last day of work will be next week sat..

and i dun wanna get quarantined!! LOL..

shall talk about the check outs!

the newpaper is really abit exaggerating lah!

and the guests are super guai lan especially some pple..

shall not comment..

im really surprised by what they said..

they were really rude but maybe they hav the rights lah..

anyways.. to clarify!

they hav more than one hour to check out okay!

9am we issued the letter and lastest time to check out is 10.30..

and some guests delayed till 11plus..

but i guess the news to check out was really too last minute..

thats why its EMERGENCY rights! omg!

shall not talk about my work..

i've just lost my phone..

lost all my contacts, photos and videos!! EVERYTHING!!!

damn damn angry! fuck that asshole man!

hope he kana karma 10times ah! argghhh!!

so i might be getting the phone N5800.. =)

also went for christina 18th birthday chalet..

shall upload the photos other time..

drink, drank, alittle drunk! hahas..

went home because i hav work next day!

went for BBQ the 2nd day..

AND BIRTHDAY BASH!!!

whipped cream, soap, choco cakes!

quite fun lah.. running around..

headed home to rest..

school and driving! =)

having coughs.. im gonna stop smoking! next week! hahas!

Motivated..

2009-04-27T01:18:00.002+08:00

shall start to blog more again from now.. =)

hmm.. i want to buy clothes!! omg!

there's suddenly so many things i feel like buying..

might have to work more for the clothes already..

also had a lot of fun driving.. hahas..

have been driving these few days..

and its not that hard from what i expected..

tml will be my ftt already! hahas.. hope i can pass! =)

then i can book my tp and chiong ah!

went to watch friday the 13th.. its gore and thrilling!

chris, trevis, ot and mi went to watch this show..

and we actually went in the WRONG cinema! omg!!

we were thinking why its starting so late so we waited like 15mins more..

until the movie was shown on screen..

it look so familiar and im thinking why it looks almost the same as 17again..

then its actually really 17 again..

we ran out of the cinema and went to the right movie..

quite paiseh lah!

i've also got a treat! hahas.. thanks! =)

so went back home and do my presentation slides till 5am in the morning..

and did my presentation 6 hours lata..

i think shld be okay lah.. but i dint went for my quiz previously..

so im hoping i can get a pass for this overseas cds..

had lunch opposite then went home to rest..

woke up around evening and headed to my workplace..

celebrating my colleauge and manager birthday, eekfong & vivian..

ate steamboat, bbq food and drank abit..

nowhere to go so headed home again lah!

driving today again! was complimented i can manage and handle the car..

but was also commented on how poor my judgement is for turning right in junction! OMG!

i believe i can do better this coming lesson! =)

he also said u can drive at night but not a peak hours! LOL! sian..

anyways.. dint do much this few days.. quite slack..

school's gonna start! and ftt tml! good luck! =)

good nights! =)

2009-04-22T00:28:00.004+08:00

these are some of the pics which is taken before and during the trip..

these are students in international college in hainan

this is my class!

we stay one night at the farm!

and we took photo with the villager..

freddy look likes he hav big eyes.. doesnt he!

the lovely couple in the farm! freddy and hui fen..

this is actually how his eyes look like!

this is the dancer in tp! leslie!

this is jiajia..

this is evans..

yupps! thats all for the pictures today!

shall upload pics only..

shall talk alittle bit about today..

went for driving and shall go for more!

my timetable is actually different from my classmates because of apel! knn!

neck super pain sia! aboyo!!

super tired and shall rest earlier today!

peace of mind..

2009-04-18T03:16:00.003+08:00

OMGGG!!

WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE!!! =)

such a lovely place to be, especially back home!

came back from china few days ago..

fell sick so dint manage to blog about the trip..

shall upload the photos slightly lata lah!

sooooo firstly, i bought this a DFS at the airport..

just suddenly got the mood to buy this..

so i bought it! =)

then went to eat fish & co..

although i was sick, i wanted to breathe some air in singapore..

went to tampines, tamp 1 which is the new shopping mall..

super big and crowded, a big mall in the east area..

many weird shops which i dunno..

and there's a gym man! whoaaa..

anyways.. DINNER TIME!!

cant taste anything lah! waste my money man!

cuz im sick and everything taste like nothing..

and it made my throat worse!

it look likes doughstick with cheese man!

no matter how i take the picture!

and this cause mi my running nose, sore throat, bad cough and headache!

and made mi lost my senses for the past few days..

its really really baddd! =(

until i nid to see doctor man! glad im fine now! hahas.. =D

after 2-3days! which is today!

im so happy lah! got my lessons for driving..

at least i can feel how it is like as a driver..

the whole MAY is unavailable for booking..

just hope that pple can carry on cancelling their sessions..

got myself 3 driving lesson dates! contented! =)

so i went out again!

feeling much better with no sickness!

suppose to go gym in the afternoon..

but i fixed my driving lessons instead..

kana con by christopher toh!

so met him, trevis and ot for dinner.. hahas!

then went to gym awhile..

then went drinking at the pavilion..

tequila shots and dart games!

knn lahhhh! vomited half of my protein shake!

reach home, my very sweet home!
shall upload more photos! =)

i've got back my senses. =)

and i love it!

2009-04-05T06:32:00.006+08:00

hmm.. this is the last post for the week! yupps..

im going overseas like in few hours time..

dint go to bed as i want to use all this time i hav to get fully prepared! =)

I dun wanna miss the flight! HAHA!

or even be late! Not sleeping is the best choice! =)

so this will be all those stuff that im bringing with mi..

i brought sun tan lotion instead of sunblock!

im gonna be some tanned shit when i come back!

just let mi get tan for like once.. YES!!

brought stuff that i nid and im sitting budget..

from my past experience.. its like shit!

so just hope the accommodation there will be fine..

anyways.. the plates and stuff are props..

for our performance when we reach the school there..

i hope i dun forget any stuff man!

this is my sec sch bag man! omg! its back after 2 years! =x

i'll be bringing this book which i read halfway 1year ago!

this is the new gadget for mi..

can be used as microphone, earpiece and some other stuff..

hahas! last last last!

this is my korean booklet man!

first few pages of the booklet..

my korean class has just began!

im intending to bring this along..

so i can practise whenever i hav the chance..

and im gonna miss one lesson..

damn damn sian ahhh!! =(

some of the notes i took down..

oh man! i'll be away for a week!
i'll look forward to this trip.. maybe..
hope its something fruitful and fun!
abit sian i hav to leave sg lah..
but bo bian.. its my elective for my sch..
so im gonna go and try this shit out man..
all i know is do volunteering work and stay at some farm there..
farm sounds cool man! =)
see u guys after one week..
BYE BYE!! =)
BON VOYAGE TO MYSELF!

Its back, its back..

2009-04-02T02:32:00.004+08:00

shall post about today and yesterday..

i've worked on both of these days..

and finally im out of work for 2 weeks!! omgg!

feel so relieved and i hav a good rest before i fly to china..

both of these days were shitty because damages were done..

alot of things to do and lots of responsibility!

in process of job changing.. hahas.. i hope lah..

so i hav reports to do and printer malfunction today!

things were cock up and inconvenience was caused..

luckily its push forward to the next day which im not working! phew.. =)

had korean class yesterday and its damn hard..

its learning ABC when we were young..

but those words look so complicated for mi a beginner.. hais..

surely hav to put some efforts into learning this language..

i fucking swear im gonna speak korean man!!! =)

i just hope i can hold a conversation and i'll be damn happy lah.. hahas..

went sch today and its bloody waste of time!

cab 2times today man! broke shit i am now.. =(

had dinner with my friends and slack! hahas..

we played chinese chess man!

just like the ahpeks sitting down at the community center playing chess.. LOL..

had a game with a friend and i lost man! fuck! thats was so close i swear!

anyways.. gg to trevis.. had a great game..

2nd day was slacking nearby my friend house..

sat down till midnight then went home..

now i hav to do my sch projects..

i hav no topic, no idea where to start..

hope i can complete it and submit on time..

i wanna pass this stupid overseas trip lahhh!!! argghhhh!

the week has been so packed with so many stuff..

now its a good time to rest and slow down the pace..

and get ready to go china!!

anyways.. somethings happened lah..

not really good things but not on mi lah..

shall not talk much about it.. not much inspiration there..

but okay lah.. some expected things here and there..

no comments.. hahas..

i believe~..

2009-03-30T23:35:00.004+08:00

this is the third post of myself since very long..

and i hav no internet connection man!

so im feeling sucky and grumpy now!! =(..

today starts off pretty well actually..

until i nid to rush back for korean class at 7pm..

its bloody rush because im at bugis at 6.30..

and dedric has to buy his grapics card..

so we cab from bugis.. its bloody expensive! 23bucks lahhh!

we bloody get caught in the jam..

then the taxi driver super scary and RECKLESS..

i almost hav HEART ATTACK in his cab man!

he accelerate and brakes very often and sudden..

so mi and dedric feels like vomit after the ride..

im feeling super scare cause he tailgates and cuts lane so fast..

and he even went so close to a lorry to stop him from turning in the lane..

DAMN UNFRIENDLY road user!!!

im rushing for time but he's putting my life at risk..

and the best part is the korean class is POSTPONED!!

the bloody CC gave us last minute notice.. wth lah!

so we cab back and hav dinner at whitesands..

and THE BEST PART IS!

i left my bloody hp in the cab!

so im super kan jiong and we called the silvercab hotline..

luckily the cab driver brought it to the CC police center..

so i retrieved my phone there.. THANK GODDD MANNN!!!

im so dulan and angry lah!

but im glad i got my phone back!

its really so important to mi man!

anyways.. went to meet chariot, emili, and charlene with dedric..

ate at ajisen and drank coffee..

dint take photos cause i forgot.. opppss!!

but still hav abit of photos..

2009-03-29T02:36:00.003+08:00

whoaaa.. this is the 2nd day of my post..

i'll try to blog everyday bah! hahas..

hmm.. today shld be going gym in at 12pm..

but my bed is too lovely..

just cant bear to leave it alone so fast..

so i went gym at 7pm instead.. hahas..

there's some indian guy at gym who is fit lah..

so i bump into him at the toilet..

so the first thing he said was this!!!

u are skinny, u shld eat more, decrease comsumption in fried food.. KNN!! fuck u lah!

what's his bloody problem man!

first thing that came to my mind..

he's really good lah, so i just haaaaas.. okay!

nothing to say LAH!!

so he started introducing himself to mi..

he said things like.. im a personal trainer and stuff..

i asked him for some advices..

but he dun even care about what i said..

he just fucking keep talking about himself..

like i've got to train no choice,

u know? im in manhunt and modelling so ya, no choice.. haas!

what laughter is that man!

he's giving mi some advice, maybe..

went to slack awhile then go home..

just love listening to music on my way home..

it just gives mi so much feel ahhh! oh man!

today is a good day! =)

i realised what i wanted all this while..

when i looked back what i've done for the past few weeks..

recently, hav been busy and no time for myself..

what i hav been doing all this while for what i want..

its the most important i guess..

and im happy and contented to know what im doing..

why im doing these.. how i've done.. =)

its for myself and no one, maybe.. =P

anyways.. shall stay focus and continue to work hard! =)

Insanity from me, all i can feel!

"look back, feel contented."

2009-03-28T00:13:00.003+08:00

has really been a long time since i blog again.. hahas..

took some photos with my colleagues at aloha..

anyways.. bon voyage to peiwen..

hope u can adapt ur life there at myanmar..

take good care of urself and all the best there! =)

this is the primary class gathering i had..

its a chalet and bbq..

soooo long since i get to see some of them..

many of them really change.. hahas..

nice to see u guys..

enjoy myself that night, hope u guys do as well.. =)

im like enlighten why i seldom blog! =)

its because i have shared my experiences already..

so im really lazy to blog those days..

now im gonna blog again as i wanna share more! hahas..

hmm.. shall start with talk about my work today..

can say im quite unlucky today lah!

i have one stupid unit which is a gangster family! omggg!

the chalet is super messy and cig butts are everywhere..

every corner is filled with rubbish and infested with bloody hell lots of ants..

so im so concern about the loss and damages as i dun want my pay to be dock!

and i totally forget to take the keys from them..

as they hav payment i assume they would return the keys at the reception..

but to my horror! they fucking DA BAO THE KEYS HOME!

omg! super kan jiong because no keys for the next guest!

luckily there's spare key and my colleagues help mi cover.. HENG AHH!!~

hopefully everythings will be okay and i wont get morning calls from office tml!

ahhhh! and the stupid assistant manager damn KP!

keep asking mi do things and kp mi.. knn lah!

she's gonna inherit my manager shitty kp-ness..

AND AND AND..

i remember wrong ftt date..

so i missed it and i hav to wait for another month!

fuck lah! damn angry with myself!

bloody waste time.. shall take driving lessons first already..

i wonder when i can get my license and drive sia..

I WANNA DRIVE!!

My brain is filled!

2009-02-10T02:51:00.002+08:00

these few days have been good for mi..

no more tests and presentations..

finally everything has ended on monday!

what's left now is final exams..

shall not talk about it yet!

went dinner with jo on sunday..

nothing much to do so just slack at ehub!

so lata tim called and find mi..

ivan was driving the car, with nic, adeline and tim..

the music was blasted quite loud..

but its quite shiok and cool..

the car stop as it was red traffic light..

so 2 cyclists went pass us..

and to our wtF!!! the male cyclist pointed middle finger at us for god knows the reason..

so we were like pissed off lah!!

so ivan reverse the car and went after the bloody motherfucker!

we shouted fuck you! and blah blah blah with middle fingers pointing out the window..

so we made a u turn and stop again at the traffic light..

they were just in front of us..

so we stared at them lah!

amazingly, the guy said sorry to us.. LOL!

we thought the guy wanted to act cool in front of the girl..

its kinda fun lah! hahas..

had supper and went home with the free ride..

thanks adeline(car owner) and ivan(the driver!).. hahas..

and its my btt trial! its coming in hours..

16th finally btt sia! omg!

faster take and i wanna get my liscense! =)

2009-02-05T02:15:00.002+08:00

i think Chinese New Year is sooooo good!

its extra income and more savings! =)

lucky could cover up the cost of my contact lenses..

im thinking to get a gadget to enhance my room facility..

maybe ipod for myself, or ps3 or wii..

hmm.. shall consider first..

i wanna smash the bloody cupboard and desk of mine!

its infested with ants and dead ants are lying everywhere..

on my bed, floor and even blanket!

i think thats so fucked up!

i was so pissed and couldnt wait to smash every single ant i see now.. omg!!

they are like many many of them and its so hard to kill..

its so quite crowded.. an example..

walking at the concourse during lunch breaks..

ants are crawling at the edge and on my desk!

like "hi, the chocolate over there is delicious!"..

then i found out the chocolate i placed there 3 years ago was finally invaded by them..

i had no choice but to throw it and redoxon away..

i cleared the table and wipe thoroughly, really thoroughly i fucking swear!!

maybe over 40ants are killed and small patches of dead ants are on edge of my bed..

again! i was totally fucked up!

i took about 30mins to change the bedsheets and stuff..

and clean the desk!

finally, its all done! i was so relieved!

unexpectedly! 5-10mins lata..

ants are crawling again on my fucking desk!

i was so pissed and its already 2.30am!

i isolated my bed from the desk,

switched off the lights and went to sleep..

with the fan and air con on!

2009-02-05T02:02:00.002+08:00

shall post about more recent stuff..

many presentations, projects and lab tests..

finally, they are coming to an end..

now is left with one lab test and presentation..

then i hav to study for final sem exams le.. omg!!

sucks to the max lah! cuz i dunno much..

especially thanks to aqib and poh for the projects..

cuz i really nv do anything sia.. sorry guys!

so today when to the rooftop of temasek poly! lol..

hahas.. its damn thrilling and fun!

climb all the way and took photos(not with mi yet!)..

randomly caught a movie with tim and dom..

its called inkheart.. and i thought its nice! =)

quite interesting, at least not boring..

but at the end its abit wth lah! because the girl is so overpowered!

anyways.. shall still say im really immune to the surroundings! lol..

i think christopher knows what im talking about.. hahas..

anyways.. my btt is finally coming soon!

its like 1weeks plus more! omggg!!

i tried mega mcgriddles and i thought its nice too! hahas..

but super filling, and i cant finish the meal.. wth!

its hash brown, milo and the burger..

its good my appetite has reduced!

and i get to know trevis..

thought he was cool and easy to mix with..

nice to know u! anyways.. he's a guy!

i thought its a great idea! =)

2009-01-20T01:29:00.005+08:00

today i went home early as i was tired..

went back to take a rest..

woke up and start to sort up my pictures for blogging..

i saw my photos which was taken months ago!

and i realised waaa.. omg! i've changed sia..

for the worse lah!

a photo to show the difference..

to mi there's a difference lah! hahas..

feeling really sucky lah!
so im really gonna do something about it!
hmm.. i hav found a new resolution! hahas..
and it will be..
im gonna stop smoking for the rest of this year when i get my driving license! yes!
really hope i can pass man!
im so looking forward to driving when i see sihui drive lah! omggg!
another thing will be start workout and eat healthier! =)
IM FUCKING GONNA DO IT!!

listen to luo zhi xiang's song really makes mi emotional sia! omg!
filled with emotions man!
hmm.. really had more and more musics updated! =)

the vow i've broke..

2009-01-20T01:05:00.004+08:00

its sihui birthday last sat..

so went vivo city to celebrate her birthday..

we gave her agnes b cardholder, charles & keith bag..

she totally ignored the bag!! omg!

at first was walking around vivo to find a place to eat..

but all the stuff there are so expensive lah!

by coincidence we saw a steamboat buffet signboard..

as the price was fine with everyone..

we went there to had our dinner..

its around $18-$20 bah..

there's quite a variety of food selection there..

there's chicken, mutton, beef, and pork! no halal!

ahem.. anyways.. there's veg and mushrooms..

also have cooked food like chicken wings, fried fish and fried man tou..

fruits and sago, and rojak!

after eating went to slack awhile..

then took 7-seater cab = limo cab..

its damn shiok! and everyone at the taxi stand was like WAAA... so good!

like superstars sia.. HAHA!!

went back to loyang and decided to go get some beers..

tim sneaked back home and took his mother car! hahas.. omg!

then he drove out of the carpark..( he has no license!!)

so sihui the birthday girl took over.. (licensed!)

a good driver we all agreeded..

halfway through the ride to changi village..

tim's father called him..

we were like OMFGGG!!

sihui's hands was so fucking cold and nervous..

so he say we were in a cab! lol..

pretty good lie huh!

luckily his parents dint find out.. =)

went to get beers and see some "ah gua"..

they were beautiful and they were saying omg! their legs are fucking hot! hahas..

went back to drink and the girls vomitted! hahas..

they drank half a bottle of carlsberg only lah!

overall its a fun and rather cool experience! =)

pictures will be uploaded soon!

2009-01-19T21:04:00.002+08:00

went to eat at MOF with lydia, yi qian, and christopher..
the food there is quite nice lah!

the price range from 10+ to 20+..

for jap food, its rather worth it bah..

wont might going back to eat again! hahas..

then after the dinner..

went to watch the movie Passengers..

its really not bad at the climax..

it can make pple feel like ehh.. whats happening sia..

but then the ending kinda sucks lah..

if the ending could be better, it will be a better show..

i ate these 2 dishes..

its consists of chicken ball, prawns, mushrooms, and lala!

and lastly is there's alot of eggs!! omggg!!

i love alot of eggs.. =)

2009-01-19T20:45:00.002+08:00

the new year celebration at my workplace..

took some photos there..

all look so damn funny lah! hahas..

hmm.. just got my tongue pierced..

so i cant get to eat crabs and prawns lah!

ate chicken wings and drink.. hahas..

the photos can show everything..

2009-01-07T02:12:00.002+08:00

On 31 Dec 2008, i went to pierce my tongue..

omg! its damn bloody scary lah!

first time sitting down at the piercing room..

clipping my tongue was damn painful..

and she was having slight difficulty piercing through my tongue..

the feeling sucks but i was so excited and its so fun.. Omg!

cant speak well and eat were really torturing..

i was thinking its a good way to stop eating alot..

NO seafood, NO chilli, NO fried stuff!!! OMG! AND NO .......!!!

its like wtf can i eat and do!?

and i found the answer! carrot cake!

was really happy i could eat something instead of drinking water and soya bean..

realised keeping quiet is damn fun( i had no choice!)..

so i used more of my ears than my mouth..

just thought listening is a better choice for myself..

first 2 days my tongue was swelling..

felt that im always eating a sweet now..

and pple always HUH!? wtf u talking!?

really hope i can speak better..

as my elective is public speaking! fuck!

now i can eat normally already! OMG! hahas..

but i'll still try to balance my diet! =)

before its too late!

2009-01-07T00:56:00.004+08:00

ohh man!

dunno where to start already..

really many things to blog..

hmm.. shall start with days near christmas and new year..

went kar yee house to spend my christmas i think..

one of the days lah..

always expect the unexpected.. omg!

making decision really sucks sometimes..

anyways.. many pple was there..

HCF, mi, tim, nick, dedric, ivan..

not too bad to spend Christmas with friends..

On Christmas went dedric house for POTLUCK!! hahas..

many many pple also!! omg!

many many food also lah!

almost the same pple lah, but this time round hav zw, wj, sihui, emily & bf, kwok sing..

so fun to hav gatherings lah..

hope that long holidays can come again and hav fun again..

also went out with jj, lydia, yiqian & bf..

meet up to hav dinner and watch movie..

watch YesMan for 2 times but its still so funny lah! hahas..

watch many many movies, go out and slack!

damn fucking fun lah! omg!!

now projects and tests coming..

hope faster go and enjoy again!!

anyways.. many nice movies are coming out!

super looking forward to them..

just got back my 2 papers..

felt really glad that i can pass..

omg! cant think of anything else..

enjoy alot alot for the past few weeks..

thanks everyone there! =)

i hesitate, to live no regrets.

the right decision.

For you, and me.

2009-01-07T00:26:00.004+08:00

first thing to post tonight!
not in order.. so shall post many many pictures!!

this is my manager's wedding last year..

its kinda fun there lah..

2 drunkards who vomit like fuck(btm left guy and center guy beside the bridegroom)..

amusing assholes.. hahas..

2008-12-29T00:35:00.002+08:00

omg! has been really long since i blog..

im gonna blog everything soon! hahas..

anyways.. sch has reopen already..

so its time to wake up early and daydream in class..

whooo! can get to eat muslim food at design sch.. hahas..

enjoyable holiday i guess..

kinda feel it shldnt end at this point..

anyways.. see u guys in sch..

2008-12-13T12:09:00.003+08:00

damn unlucky again
dunno what is happening sia..

shld be karma bah..

went to see doctor after a accident during basketball match..

my right toe(third) was cracked said by the doctor..

i was super shocked when i see my right toe(third) slanted to the right like 45 degrees..

so i was like wtf!!! then i faster push back..

i thought was like small thing..

but i ask why i cannot walk properly..

then i like friendly to the doctor because their faces like damn stressed..

in the end he told mi.. its actually broken..

cracked = broken!

im like wtf lah! holiday plan gone..

my toe broke while playing basketball..
and i hav to rest for like 3 weeks..

super suay, toe some more..

and the toe may not align that nicely if i walked too much..

no working and no sun-tanning..
can hardly even walk around lah..

dun even nid to think of going Sentosa..

damn sucks!!!

i hope i can at least work bah..

anyways.. really thankful that rx and dedric accompany mi at hospital for bandage..

im alrights now already.. its just really hard to walk..

cuz i walk like 'bai ka' now.. damn sucks..

now i just wish i could walk really well..

lesson learnt.. dun play sports bare footed!

2008-12-11T00:21:00.004+08:00

here to blog alittle for today..

its gg for my papers on thursday and friday..

i dunno anything, cant even get it though i try to read..

so i think i might even get zero for my paper..

hmm.. thats really bad and im feeling damn sucks..

anyways.. i just got my room tidy up..

i think it much different and i hope things get better..

hope things change for the better in my life too!

really bad luck these few days..

faced many stupid problems during work recently..

bang my head on the wall when i turn..

desktop monitor smashed on my leg..

got my hair cut until damn short because of the lousy hairdresser..

i think i shall minimise my actions to reduce more problems..

i wanna slim my damn face down!! argghHH!!

hmm.. bad month, bad week, simply bad day for mi lah..

i really hope things can change better for my life..

Stay cool.

2008-12-10T00:01:00.005+08:00

haven been updating my blog..

quite busy and really lazy nowadays..

many things happened these few days actually..

firstly, shall say about my manager's wedding..

my friends and i was asked to sing for the wedding.. omg!

hahas.. super worried and scared..

we hav to face 200plus pple lah!

was really nervous when everyone eyes are on u..

was pretty glad it went smoothly..

as usual, there will be drunkards..

it just happened that they sit at our table..

they can really drink but still could not hold the liquor..

they drank about whiskey and red wine..

i think its fatal when u drink both of the together..

one fell asleep in the toilet, another guy poured a jug of vomit from his mouth..

both dropped dead and both are so ti ko pei lah when they drink too much..

now is exam week already..

and im not really studying enough i guess..

now hav to chiong already..

so tiring and i hope i can hold it..

anyways.. im gonna cut my hair!!

and i wanna slim down my face.. ate too much already!

so i wanna eat less save more!! =)

wondering if i shld chiong work or go sun-tan.. hmm..

new task to do..

i wanna change my room!! hahas..

might wanna go ikea some days.. =)

action speaks louder than words.

2008-11-30T01:51:00.002+08:00

these are the prawns that are caught.. hahas! =)

and we are eating them..

hav unglam photo of zw but its to show the size of the prawns..

quite big i think.. and im going again tml!

can learn to be really patient! hahas..

went to watch Four Christmas with tim, huiqi tim's friend, nick, rebecca and mi..

i think its really nice and funny..

hav the kind of family warmth and stuff..

not much climax in the movie..

but i think its enjoyable and the stuffs they said make sense..

quote from the movie..

to appreciate someone, u hav to know him/her really well..

being understanding and truthful to him/her.. =)

hmm.. really hav to control my diet..

eating too much junk food and not working out..

many things i nid to learn to control i guess..
hmm.. exams coming and im gonna study..

already fail one elective so hav to work harder..

i'll be able to manage them i hope.

As soon as possible! =)

2008-11-25T02:19:00.002+08:00

wanna blog about something damn fun! hahas..

its prawn fishing or u can call i prawning..

its really expensive lah! but quite fun lah..

it gave sense of satisfaction when u catch them..

its really cool and new but its kinda dirty and painful!

i got biten by the pincer lah!

and the hook pierced through the skin of my finger..

not the whole finger! =)

gonna upload the photos soon..

the prawns are damn sweet and juicy lah! hees.. =)

anyways.. im going kbox tml i think..

unless i hav projects to rush..

it has to depend i guess..

2008-11-23T02:42:00.003+08:00

nothing much to blog actually..

nothing much to say..

just seems to be in a very blur state..

no news might be a bad news..

now i've so much projects to do..

and im not doing anyone yet..

guess i really hav to do them real soon..

thanks kar yee for the steamboat treat! hahas..

nice staying overnight at ur house! =)

and hav been eating alot of chao zi da ji pai..

which is the chicken chop at pasar malam..

super nice lah! has ate them for consecutive days..

hehes.. has been eating alot recently..

Mega mac and Mega macspicy!

so i went to basketball tonight..

burn away fats and sweat myself out..

also accompany nick buy clothes..

no money to buy anything so just pei him..

glad that he got 2 new shirts for himself..

i lost my bet in soccer lah!

damn stupid! waste my money..

shall not bet on soccer lah! =(

also went for kbox session with my colleauges..

super fun lah! pei wen has a really beautiful voice.. hahas..

when i close my eyes, its seems that im listening to my ipod! omg!

she's really attractive when u hear her sing..

(doesnt mean she dun look attractive when she dun sing lah! hees.. =P)

anyways.. felt things were different..

wondering what problems are they..

hmm.. i shall go to sleep! nights all! =)

2008-11-13T01:11:00.002+08:00

oh man! my face look so cramp!

anyways.. tim look much better with a smile! =) hahas..

went to tim's friend chalet at Sentosa..

Omg! thats damn far lah!

but i still enjoyed lah though i dunno them..

anyways.. really had lots and lots of fun recently..

having laughters with friends and going out..

its so damn cool lah!

thinking i shldnt smoke so much..

having difficulties catching my breathe..

and i could save much more money lah!

guess im gonna hav a change in my diet and start exercising.. hahas..

im gonna hav a meticulous plan now..

im gonna discipline myself! hahas..

just got the mood for it now..

hmm.. guess im getting a watch soon.. yeahh! =)

but so many friends' birthday are coming up!

waa.. sure one big hole in pocket..

anyways.. im gonna lead a healthier lifestyle! hahas! =)

2008-11-10T22:23:00.005+08:00

just watch the movie REC yesterday..

with nick, christina and johan..

had to go tampines mall because ehub doesnt screen that movie..

had dinner at Ajisen which cost mi alittle..

i hav to treat johan because he treated mi the last time when he got his pay..

anyways.. i miss the volcano ramen! super nice! hahas..

ate super full then we entered the cinema..

the show was incredible and damn anticipating..

it's a great show for mi except its from a first person view..

so we see whatever the camera man shoots..

the camera kept shaking and swaying..

which makes mi feel like vomitting.. =(

many pple stood up and headed to the toilet!!

quite gore and i love it! hahas..

its damn bad but its realistic..

give it a try but dun eat too full! =)

after the show im like nausea for like 30-40mins..

really wanna throw out but i cant.. hahas..

slack alittle while then went to hav supper at xing wang!

went home and do project..

super tired and almost fell asleep with my lappy on my lap..

gonna start studying alittle and work on my projects..

anyways..

its really nice knowing grace, emili, chariot and alvin! =)

had a wonderful time with u guys..

u guys make my day, i laugh till i felt tired.. hahas..

its my pleasure to know u guys! =)

see u guys around in school!

2008-11-08T23:24:00.003+08:00

has been some time since i blog..

cant access to internet for the past 3days..

cant msn and blog is quite boring at night..

finally back with internet access..

but i dunno what to blog about..

bits and pieces..

the most significant day is going out with dedric's clique..

its really fun and enjoyable with them..

my pleasure to know them as well.. hahas.. =)

for the past few days, my friends hav been playing mahjong at my house..

staying overnight because my parents went overseas..

its really fun with them around accompanying mi through the lonely night.. =)

i'll be so bored at home..

tonight my parents are coming back!

no more gathering at my house any soon..

but finally my parents are coming back!!

omg! i feel so much better with them around..

at least i dun hav to do housework.. hees!

also happy they came back safely from japan! =)

also shld start studying a little..

projects and test are approaching! damn sucks..

im confirm that im dropping one of my cds..

2008-11-01T02:43:00.003+08:00

oh man! im damn tired..

but im still gonna blog.. hahas..

just got my hair cut few days ago..

just happened, i cut bangs.. omg!

im so not used to it lah..

i thought of trying something new..

yupps! so i got myself bangs..

a little not used to it yet..

maybe after some time will be better..

hmm.. shall leave other things to blog next post..

pretty tired now already, and tml im going to town..

gonna rest well so i dun look tired tml..

anyways.. i dunno why..

but im having some weird feelings in mi..

feeling that something will happen soon..

hais.. just hope everything will be fine..

and slowly sorting out my thoughts..

a little unsettled and feeling unsecure..

a little emo, but i nid it to hav my own time.. yupps!

tml will be a busy.. hope things go smoothly! =)

2008-10-30T01:55:00.003+08:00

whoa whoa!

everything seems to hav change..

my mind seems unsettled and messed up..

which kinda sucks..

im packed with many many thoughts..

i hav to think through stuffs in my mind again..

i like it, time to know more about myself and learn..

and im quite busy these few days..

but i'll promise myself to hav time for myself to think..

just love to spend time with myself, sometimes..

anyways.. just got back to my simple workouts..

and i found out i cant do push ups like last time..

im like rusty and out of practice.. damn sad.. =(

so im gonna catch up with myself and start things going again..

regretted for choosing fundamental of management as my cds..

im learning the subject for the third time lah!

so damn bored of it.. projects to complete and exams to be taken..

just gonna hang through this sem..

i dun wanna retake any module! ahhhHH!

i shld start to get out of my holiday mood and start studying..

i've got to stay focus in my studies and juggle my time well..

im working and not to forget to spend time woth friends..

guess its a whole new challenge..

after this sem i'll be more slack in my timetable i guess.. hahas.. =)

its time for myself to talk to myself! =)

2008-10-29T02:11:00.005+08:00

hey hey!

im gonna blog about my 18th birthday! hahas.. =)

i opened a chalet and invited many friends..

really appreicate the presence of u guys at my chalet..

fell really glad that so many pple spent time with mi on my birthday..

also thank you for helping out when im busy..

thanks for all the wishes u guys gave..

deeply appreciated, hope u guys had fun!

i did had lots of fun and happy that most of my friends can get along well..

its my legal age to do many stuffs..

but i wont do the wrong stuffs! =)

learn pretty alot during my chalet..

they are new experiences and can nv be bought with money.. priceless!

there's a drunkard who vomited all over the floor and bed..

and i hav to clean the shit up! omg!

i swear its my first time doing that shit thing..

next time wanna be drunk, dun be drunk in front of mi.. =P

first thing i realised is,

how much money can hurt a friendship..

money can make wonders..

but money can really hurt or cause so many problems..

it can be conflicts that are not reflected out..

kept in our mind which can lead on to more misunderstandings..

its just so scary..

gambling involves money where greed take over ur mind and action..

we are friends, we can forgive each other..

apologies are just the words to forgive and learn from it.. =)

hmm.. 2nd thing i've gained is friendship..

marking true friendship..

maybe i can say its my honour and im fortunate i guess..

im blessed to hav u guys! =) hehe..

finally i wanna thank of u guys again for coming my chalet..

u guys really made my 18th birthday wonderful! hahas..

really had alot of fun for the 3 nights..

hope u guys had fun and enjoyed urself as well!

thanks for the birthday cake, tim, nick, jo and zw! thank you! =)

thank you for all the loves and presents! muahahas! =)

so now will be pictures i've taken during the chalet..

there will be more coming! =)

27th oct is also yixiang's birthday! Happy 18th Birthday to You! =)

I really love the company of u guys!
Really happy and appreciate everything u guys hav done..
Just one last thing in mind.. hahas..
Hope my birthday wish can come true.. =)
Expect the unexpected..
A new mindset, which leads on a new start for my life.

2008-10-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

hello! first of all..

my chalet is H1811..

bbq will start at evening around 6-8pm..

im not sure hav enough food anot..

omg! hopefully enough bah.. hahas..

will hav bbq food and drinks.. =)

nothing much for sch actually..

just got a new cds which is fundamental of management..

kinda learn before already..

but because of this subject i go tp! fuck lah!

hmm.. this time im gonna pass the subject!

quite satisfied with my timetable..

though having one more cds added..

i still hav 3 weekdays free.. quite glad..

so i can work on weekdays as well.. =)

2008-10-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

oh yeah! today is my first day of semester 1.2..

lecture starts at 10 but ended after 5mins..

kinda stupid lah! waste my time lo..

could hav slept longer at home..

so waited until 1pm till next lesson starts..

sch seems to end fast today..

but seems to be quite busy for my upcoming days..

after sch went to town with dom, poh, and qib..

went shopping! hahas..

has been a long time lah..

i bought 2 new shirts and 1 cardigan..

the clothes were what i wanted..

i think they look nice lah! hahas.. =)

was really happy that my wardrobe hav new items..

thanks to my atm machine, dominic khoo!

poh also got what he wanted..

all happy except qib..

cuz he accompany us the whole time empty stomach..

so finally he got to eat!!

we ate at carl's jr..

we were so damn full lah!

we saw Wong Li Lin and Allan in carl's jr at far east too!

hahas.. they were damn hot.. girl pretty, guy handsome..

slack awhile then we went home le.. =)

2008-10-20T00:52:00.003+08:00

oh ya.. almost forget to blog about my outing..

hmm.. i went out with cherlyn, qian wen and tim..

we went to watch burn after reading after tim left early for wedding dinner..

its a comedy lah.. but the jokes are hard to catch for mi..

just a little bit but its still hard for mi..

so after the show went to hav dinner..

then slack at starbucks and i listen to the girk talks..

was pretty interesting although i dunno those pple in the story..

accompany cherlyn home so that she can pass birthday present to her friend..

so i went to slack with dedric, jo and tim..

catching with my friends before sch starts..

anyways.. about my chalet..

friday i will check in around evening..

i'll be preparing food and other things for bbq..

first day nothing much.. pple wanna gamble can come..

if got enough pple can mahjong and play texas poker..

sat and sun shld be the bbq..

i scare not enough food lah..

also not sure buy how much is enough..

best is to come on sunday bah..

cuz monday is my birthday le..

there will be alcohol and puffing sessions whole night long..

try to bond with each other.. just say hello lah..

update more if there's anything.. =)

anything suggestions will be greatly appreciated..

2008-10-19T13:55:00.003+08:00

OH MAN!

sch's gonna be starting tml..

waa.. super dun feel like going back..

though holiday is long but i want MORE! =)

hmm.. just found out what i wanted..

after my friends came back from their malaysia trip..

i ssee them buy so many clothes..

like hoodies, shirts, bags, and caps!

kinda envy them lah..

can go overseas and shop like crazy..

jo bought mi a shirt.. hahas..

thank you so much that u guys still got think of us.. =)

he bought some really cool caps lah..

its Bape man! dunno real or fake one.. hahas..

and he also bought a white jacket with many monkey faces.. Baby Milo!

TopMan now hav sales sia.. omg!

i nid more jeans so im going to shop.. hees.. =)

im planning to go either malaysia or hong kong! hahas..

tml's sch!

so good luck to all of us.. =)

2008-10-17T01:32:00.003+08:00

today sch hav events for my course..

firstly, hav to listen to briefings..

follow up with a nafa test..

i skip that cuz i bluff say help up for bbq..

then i go there eat the food.. hahas..

then at night is games and bbq lo..

its quite fun lah..

suppose to be a event for bonding the course..

cuz we only hav 3 classes..

after that went for facial..

then slack with dom and poh..

pictures haven send to mi yet..

kinda sian no pics to upload..

hmm.. now dun feel like cutting hair..

wait awhile longer then cut.. =)

tml hav time leh..

maybe jio friends out watch movie and meet up bah..

school is gonna reopen! oh man! kinda miss holidays now.. argh!

2008-10-15T01:54:00.004+08:00

hmm.. kinda quite coincidental..

today im free to blog about my life.. hahas..

was surprise and happy to see u tag.. =)

after i've read ur blog..

im glad that u think that way..

its good to think positive in ur life..

i totally agree of what u say..

actually being self contented is important..

i just felt so glad that u think that way..

just hope u can seek ur happiness and stay rational..

i'll be happy for u.. =)

jia you bah in whatever u wanna do..

hope to see u soon huiqi~.. =)

i still see u there in my heart.. =)

hmm.. about my work..

im so distracted and feeling a little uncomfortable..

after he told mi and other colleagues the encounters he faced..

its all about the horror stuffs lah!

and he told us the chalet units..

omg! make mi feel so uncomfortable..

now feel like quitting liao..

but im telling myself to face it..

cuz dun feel like quitting the job yet..

and i enjoy working there..

maybe just nid some time to get used bah..

school is finally starting soon..

i cant wait to do things i wanna do..

but i wanna earn money first.. hees..

working can earn money but makes mi so busy and no life..

guess i've no choice if i wanna work for what i want..

anyways.. im cutting my hair soon..

wanna try something new for myself.. hahas.. =P

its time to start thinking..

2008-10-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

whoaa!! working till wednesday..

full shift of 11.5hours..

gonna turn in early these few days..

if not i sure will fall sick..

and great lah!

my colleauge told mi about horror encounters in chalets..

make mi feel uncomfortable..

hais.. but i've got no choice lah..

just work bah.. dun be too bothered can le..

just hav to giv respect and do my work..

hmm.. its all in the mind.. hahas..

and i will be working for some time there..

just focus and do my work can le.. hahas..

hmm.. working my ass off to get what i want! =)

guess its all worth it when i receive my pay.. hahas..

im gonna cut my hair soon and go for facial! yeahh!

2008-10-11T21:23:00.008+08:00

nothing to blog much today..

work and work from day to night..

missed my shuttle bus so i took cab..

the weather is really hot and i dun wanna walk all the way in..

i'll be so sweaty by then..

pretty slack today but tml is a busy day..

missed my shuttle bus back home..

lucky hav my colleauge send mi home.. hahas.. =)

Good news!! hahas!

really happy that i got the date i wanted to celebrate my birthday..

its confirmed so its on 24-27oct at downtown east..

27oct will be my bday so best to come on 26oct lah! =)

u can drop by anytime, just giv mi a call..

its friday to monday morning..

monday is deepavali, a public holiday for everyone.. =)

i will either call or sms to inform u..

hope u guys can come that day and stay overnight.. =)

i think the plan will be 1st night preparing food and stuffs..

those who wanna gamble there also can..

then 2nd night bbq and slack..

3rd night also bbq and drinking and smoking! hahas..

2008-10-11T02:17:00.007+08:00

i'll be working tml again till wednesday..
shld be quite packed and tiring..

hope i can get to swap my schedule to hav one day off..

so went out with friends today..

get to meet many pple..

first, i met tim, johan, rx, zhiwen and dedric..

lata on met nic lim, nic phan, yx, reanne, kass and xue ying..

cuz they play texas poker so i go see see lo..

My day started off with going to jo house..

friends wanna mahjong and i also hav to confirm my chalet dates..

hopefully can get 24-27oct.. =)

and 27oct is deepavali i think.. damn nice!

hmm.. play mahjong awhile cuz not enough pple yet..

won abit to cover my meal bah..

so we went to xing wang to hav our dinner..

some candid shots taken!

these are some photos of the food.. hahas..

in total we spent around 60plus for the dinner..

the bill is shared among 5 pple so still okay bah..

then i apply for the member card for xing wang..

it cost 30bucks but its quite worth it..

i got a bottle of red wine and 15bucks deduction and 10% off..

and 10bucks deduction for another meal, and one for one main course voucher..

the member card also can get rebate from every meal..

something that i cant lie..

when i looked at the date..

i was like HA, its the day already..

hmm.. i just think its fate bah..

my friend ask about u and what happened..

what more can i answer, then to say i dunno..

the date i see on the card is so significant to mi..

think of what i wanna do on the day..

at least i still can keep those memories, can i?

days before 10/10/2008.

vague.

Flashes of memories, 10/10/2008.

i cant forget, and i wont.. =)

my blog song still touches mi when i think of u..

it just refreshes my memories of u so much..

this song cant be replaced, just like u..

2008-10-09T01:47:00.003+08:00

i've got 2 days off from work!

wow.. really can rest..

feel good to sleep so much..

im working again on thursday..

luckily its 4 hours of work only..

so im free in the afternoon..

i wanna watch movie so much!!

who can go watch with mi..

looking forward to the new movies..

hmm.. just getting so used to it now..

though i still feel affected sometimes..

its time that we all hav, so let time do the job then..

anyways.. news about my chalet for my birthday..

if im holding a chalet, its either on 17-20 of oct or 24-27 of oct..

i'll confirm again.. Invitation will be through sms! =)

i just found out wu zun's birthday is 10th of oct.. hahas.. random..

what should i do now?

2008-10-06T02:00:00.002+08:00

hmm.. shall be blogging about my work.. hahas..

its really tiring because im not used to waking up early..

1st day was kinda rush and many things to learn..

did many things but still abit blur.. hahas..

time pass fast working there..

went to many chalets to check out and in..

seems like its a good choice i made.. =)

i felt so tired at 2plus afternoon..

i was stoning and having mental blocks..

cant absorb and focus in what im doing..

work was rather tiring but fun..

2nd day was close to being late..

i woke up at 7.50am..

im like omg! jump up from my bed..

i hav to take my shuttle bus at 8.30am..

luckily still manage to board the bus on time..

so went to check out the rooms..

today was rather lucky..

i received 1 box of donuts from the guest..

it a box that can contain 12 donuts..

there's still around 9-10 donuts..

so i brought the donuts back to share.. hahas..

learn how to use many devices which i dunno how to operate..

still fun to mi but can be tiring..

so im gonna sleep now! super tiring lah!

hope i can wake up on time to prepare..

i'll meet my friends at night..

so wont be so no life lah!

slack together but not too late.. =)

tml will be my test lo..

hope i'll do fine so they will be satisfied.. =)

my thoughts of u remind.. =)

2008-10-04T00:01:00.002+08:00

tml will be working lo..

im still having mix feelings..

im thinking if the work at www will be more fun..

but the pay is lower than aloha job..

feel abit sian lah..

i dunno why but i abit regret..

but i guess there's no other choice already..

just hav to be contented rights? hahas.. =)

hmm.. hope u can get ur job as well.. good luck! =)

i hav to wake up at 6.30am! omg!

maybe i'll like the job at aloha bah..

hees.. and the pay is 6.70bucks lo..

ArrggH!! Jia you Jia you!! =)

Will my heart be filled again? =)

2008-10-03T02:47:00.002+08:00

today im really happy..

cause i finally i got a job.. yeahh!=)

hahas.. its the job i applied for at aloha..

and i also got the job for wild wild wet..

i was so shocked lah!

im looking for a job like so long ago..

i accepted the www job first..

but i withdrew after i know i've got the aloha job..

felt really bad but i've got no choice..

my training starts on sat..

really looking forward to it..

and i hav to change my sleeping time..

12am seems so early to mi lah!

and i nid to be really punctual..

if not im will be fired on the training day!

waking up early tml to eat beancurd and drink soya bean.. hees..

then go to the HR department at chai chee..

sign the contract and im working lo.. yeah! =)

anyways.. went swimming today..

drank more of the swimming pool water.. yucks!

hope i can master swimming soon.. =)

time is what we hav.. =)

2008-10-02T01:11:00.004+08:00

today feel damn weird..
emotionals are flooding everywhere in mi..
hais.. its really bad..
omg! it must be the place i went..
it's not that i dun wanna let go..
but its really fucking hard. so fucking hard..
and i dunno why..
the feeling has came back..
nights without ur voice sucks..
its really cold now..
sometimes i just dun feel like talking..
so i can be alone and think about my stuffs..

2008-10-02T00:21:00.004+08:00

haven been sleeping well these few days..

stayed overnight at friends house for 2 days..

jo and dedric's house..

we went to watch eagle eye recently..

its thrilling and exciting..

my eyes are so attached to the movie..

its fucking nice lah! =)

recently did not hav enough rest.. really tired..

but there are many things im looking forward to in my life..

everything just came to my mind and i think for myself..

talk to tim about what im thinking and stuffs..

im still sorting out what im thinking and i wanna be sure..

mum also just talk to mi..

and we had a little quarrel.. so mum left my room..

i told her what i want to do and things i hav planned to do for myself..

i say i wanna buy new clothes.. then she start to kpkb..

say i still hav alot of old clothes nv wear..

im like wth lah!

then say i nv go learn something new..

then i tell her i wanna take up courses..

then she kpkb say i wasting time..

awhile lata she came in..

then she discuss with mi about my birthday..

thinking to open a chalet and bbq for my birthday..

anyways..

recently there are alot of celebrations so im broke now..

she wanted to giv mi money lah..

but i rejected her offer..

i hav my own plans already..

its time i work for what i want now..

anyways, i love my parents.. hahas.. =)

today..

went out with jo and accompany him buy his new clothes..

went to Taka and Heeren only..

was pretty tired, really lazy to move around too much..

walking in Taka had mi recalled some stuffs actually..

then we walked to Heeren after jo bought his food in Taka..

he bought his 2 new shirts at Spin The Bottle..

its really expensive lah.. they are t-shirts with designs on it..

and they cost 50-80bucks..

so i only can see lo.. pretty sad actually..

then go drink soya bean which is located near Cathay..

then we went to vivo and celebrate Chin Kwang birthday..

get to know Jia Yun.. i suppose her name to be spelt like this..

there's Jia Sheng, Johan, Shuhui, Greg there as well..

i forgot to take pictures.. wasted the opportunity..

i guess i was too tired to even think what to do..

dint really talk much but i did laugh.. hahas..

so i went back home straight.. really tired..

2008-09-29T04:28:00.006+08:00

today was a short but fun day.. =)
due to celebration of dedric's birthday..
i woke up around 7 in the evening..
went to hav teppan for dinner at tm..
really broke but just dun care lah..
so went to find tim and dedric to slack..
went there to drink because nothing to do..
we just drank 2/3 the bottle of vodka in around 30-40mins..
wanted to drink more but i wanna catch the last bus..

just feel like calling someone, so i called huiqi.. hahas..

lalala~~ was quite high just now.. but not drunk! =P
its really fun to get high and laugh..
wanted to drink so much even though we are in the bus..
its the first time i find drinking so fun with little pple..
jo wanted to eat at xing wang so i accompanied him..
we were high and laughing then felt tired..
sat there quite awhile till i miss my last bus.. omg!
anyways.. screw the love/emo songs in xing wang..
making mi think about some stuffs..
hmm.. i really do miss u..
so now im gonna start blogging about the day of michelle's baby and dedric celebration!

tim came over my to stay overnight..

so he can wake mi up! hahas.. =)

10am woke up lah! washed up and bath..

then style out hair together lo..

we all ready to go out! yeahh! =)

and out we go! hees.. =]

went to michelle's baby first month celebration..

we went there too early..

reach around 1 plus bah..

so there's not much pple there..

so waited and waited..

slack and slack under the block..

finally my friends came at 3plus..

eat and watch love guru at her house..

after the movie, mi, tim and sihui went over to dedric house first..

it was around 6 le i think..
this is the birthday boy.. dedric lee!

he's abit shag lah..

cuz he took some shots of vodka before taking the photo..

scare he buay dong lata so better take first..

sat at the bbq there, eat and slack lo..

the food are not bad.. except the bee hoon..

they look and taste like strings to mi.. hahas..

threw him into swimming pool after everything is over..

not much drinking, but smoke alot..

slack alot and friends talk to mi..

im pretty fine i guess, just sometimes not bah..

im sure of my thinking and what im doing..

hmm.. friend consult mi about his problem..

guess im meeting him up to accompany him..

pei him and talk to him..

hope he can handle the problem well..

its still up to u alrights!? =)

though i still hav my own things to think..

i can still help u i hope..

hmm..
there is more photos taken on his birthday..

but is at dedric's classmates there..

so need some time before i can update them..

i believe in myself.. i promise.. =)

2008-09-26T01:30:00.004+08:00

why does this always happen to mi?
i really dun get it.. fuck!
really really fuck!
who can i consult? No one.
i dun even know how to express it..
FUCK!
important things are meant to be kept in my heart i guess..

2008-09-26T00:37:00.004+08:00

He is our birthday boy! hahas..

today we went to sakae at plaza sing..

to celebrate poh's birthday!

he spotted her looking here..

he is learning how to eat..

we went to play pool after sakae..
i was quite lucky lah..
win quite alot of games.. hahas..
then we went to eat beancurd..
they plan to go back downtown east so we went to take bus 12 at bugis..
we were walking halfway then i realise i left my wallet at the shop..
so i ran all the way back like crazy sia..
super tiring but lucky i got my wallet back.. hahas..
really thankful to the auntie..
so we took bus back to downtown east..
then yx asked mi if i wanna go find our friends at the chalet..
yx also ask mi if i wanna work as cleaner at aloha.. omg! hahas..
but i hope i can get the customer service job in aloha..
so we went to find them and slack awhile..
was thinking i shld go home earlier..
cuz i feel like going home earlier so i could make a phone call..
really wanna talk to her so much.. hahas.. =)
and parents recently unhappy with mi..
i reach home in the morning..
my father was going to work and he saw mi..
he's kinda unhappy i dint went home the night..
after this week i think i dun wanna stay overnight..
just feel like having my own time..
doing things i wanna do.. =)

I dunno why, but im willing.. =)

2008-09-24T02:32:00.004+08:00

has been a long time since i went out with them.. hahas..
nicholas lim, yixiang, ivan, clement, and jing qing..
it also has been a long time since i update new photos!! hees.. =)
my zi lian photos before i go out and meet them..

yeahh! after enjoying them.. =P
i shall continue my post..
went out early in the afternoon to meet yx..
ate and whitesands then went to orchard le lo..
met them at Shaw House..
walk walk around and shop shop!
see many things i want sia! omg!
anyways, after my friend get what he wanted after 1-2 hours bah.. hahas..
went to eat after that..
went to lucky plaza and eat some chicken chicken! =)
i forget the name already but there's queue lah!
waited awhile then we ordered our food..
we got 2 free drinks because the waiter mistake other pple order and brought the drinks to our table..
being dishonest we drank them.. hees.. =)
yummy yummy AYAM PAHA!!

finish eating then we decided to watch movie..
went to catch the movie Mirrors..
its M18 lah! Horror/Gore i think..
its quite nice lah! the storyline and acting..
the ending is abit lame.. hahas..
its trying to let u be paranoid with mirrors lo..
that depend on personal..
im not affected lah cuz abit unrealistic to mi.. hahas..
catch the movie.. its more of a thriller than horror to mi..
the storyline is about a case then how the main lead solve it eventually..
to mi, its really gore and disgusting, slight nude lah.. its M18!

toilet break!

went home after movie.. cant eat beancurd cuz sure no train home lata.. took some candids.. Its a fun and enjoyable day! hahas.. =)

i miss u like i always do.. =)

2008-09-22T00:40:00.002+08:00

its really great to hav friends around supporting u..
im really grateful to hav them kept mi accompanied..
tim, thanks for accompanying mi the last night..
really nice of u to let mi hav dinner, slack with mi and treat mi stuffs..
today, i've got johan who kept mi accompanied..
thanks to both of u.. =)
tim, much more to say to u, really appreciated!
Besides the support from friends,
i believe its still up to mi to think..
and i've really thought through it..
i realise im stronger than before..
my mental strength and positive thinkings..
i've learnt, i've learnt..
and i'll continue to learn and grow with u.. =)
now its up to time..
im always here, always here for u..
i'll wait, dun worry! take ur time.. =)
Smiles here for you! =)
its nice to see ur smiles! yupps! =)
One has to stand strong so that he/she can hold the partner when he/she is falling. =)

2008-09-20T04:02:00.007+08:00

dun think im going out anywhere..
i'll just turn down anyone who wanna ask mi out i guess..
i'll stay at home the whole day..
i'll think it through..
and..
i just broke the promise i made to myself..
FUCK!

it aches my heart whenever it pumps now..

sorry..

*drops......*

my keyboard stays blurred from my vision..

i think thats all for today! =)

2008-09-20T04:02:00.003+08:00

went out with huiqi on thursday! =)

i met her at je mrt station and took bus 97 to city hall..

then we ate kfc before the movie..

saw fish and eve when walking to the cinema.. hahas..

watch the movie make it happen at marina square..

it was touching when the lead actress persue her dream..

could really feel how much the effort she put in and how she become better..

after the movie, went to slack at rooftop of esplanade..

then we went to eat at Shokudo.. =)

after the dinner, took train then cab to her house..

photos that we took! hahas.. =)

sorry for uploading so late..

anyways.. i look so funny in the photos.. =P

i enjoyed myself together with u..
i know u're alittle moody, but i'll always be here for u! =)
sorry for asking such silly questions..
i realised im silly le lah! =P
hope u also had fun and enjoy urself too..
hmm.. u're so beautiful that day lah!
cant take my eyes off u.. hees..
hope that i can see u soon! =)

you are always so beautiful to me..
silly girl.. =)

2008-09-18T01:19:00.003+08:00

went to interview for job at downtown east aloha..

really hope i can get the job..

so i wont be trouble about money problems..

i also dun wanna keep taking extra money from mother..

so decided to get a permenant part-time job..

hope i get it! =)

then went to singtel..

suppose to exchange for a new phone..

then is actually not the phone faulty..

is partly my fault..

cuz i forget off wlan, bluetooth..

thats why battery burn fast..

so in the end nv change lo..

then go play soccer at tp..

director's cup then we win one lose one..

feel damn sian.. but its alrights lah!

then went home take photo then pass to friend to help mi pass the resume up tml..

always leave the best for the last.. =)

baby, im really sorry that i dint reply..

i shld hav accompany u! =(

hope u will be fine and smiles alrights! =)

i really wish i could be by ur side..

im always just right next to u in that tiny space.. =)

i hav faith in u, will i hav faith in myself too?

though we stay far away,

i know our hearts aren't..

2008-09-16T00:55:00.002+08:00

thank you baby for this!

happy lantern festival huh! hahas.. =P

really happy to receive this gift from u.. hees..

its ur thought that counts.. =)

hmm.. tml gonna wake up slightly earlier..

going to gym at tim house..

then jo is teaching mi how to swim.. damn it!

oh oh, and i've to ask for work! yeahh! =)

the upcoming gift.. =)

2008-09-15T01:10:00.004+08:00

These few days have been spending alot of money..

now no money liao.. hmm.. really gonna find work..

hopefully i can get some job near my house, at most town bah..

though some unhappy things hav occurred!

im sure things will become better i hope..

anyways.. i dun really wanna bother much.. =)

just hope things become better and smoother..

and and..

i've got a phone! hahas.. its sony ericsson G900..

im pretty satisfied with the phone..

except its laggy at times and bat runs low fast..

so i think im gonna go down and ask about my hp..

finally finally!!

i thought through some matters..

i guess i've got them sorted out..

anyways.. i dun know why!

but i just miss u so much! =)

i just love ur eyes so much! hahas.. =)

Sometimes it just happens, for a reason..

2008-09-15T00:47:00.005+08:00

waa.. has been along time since i blog! hahas..

im gonna blog about my outing to Chinese Garden! =)

went there with huiqi and kat..

its the first time i went there lah!

so im pretty excited and looking forward to it..

the accompany was the best i guess! =P

sent them home then went home..

i enjoy myself alot! hahas.. =)

2008-09-07T01:58:00.005+08:00

whoo! super surprised! can get to go out with huiqi again! =)

today is more special! she was with her parents!

so i went to say hi to auntie and uncle.. hahas..

im a little hungry so went to taka basement and bought some food!

i ate some jap fried noodle stuffs..

and we bought ice cream! green tea and cookies&cream!

had alot of fun! go walk walk at taka..

there also got lion dance competition..

so we went to see awhile..

then met her parents again.. go walk walk awhile..

then go home le lo.. was quite tired but its fun! =)

baby,

i just love the way u smile..

surely,

silly girl..

2008-09-07T01:20:00.005+08:00

oh yeah! so thursday can get to watch movie with huiqi! =)
we went to watch wall e at jurong east.. hahas..

its super super cute lah!

it also reminds mi to exercise man!

dun want become so fat until cannot stand lah! hees..

after the movie went to IMM lo.. =)

walk walk there.. then go daiso! hahas..

was thirsty so i wanna get a drink..

huiqi say u thirsty then drink first lo..

lata just pay can le.. i drink then like eee..

so i put back! haha! =)

anyways..

really had alot of fun going out with huiqi! =)

went to her house and had dinner!

dinner was really nice.. i was craving for miso soup that day..

and really hav lah! omg! super lucky! hees..

feel really glad and accepted! =) Happy!

she also help mi put mask! hahas! =)

damn nice lah.. so shu fu..

put until i fell asleep sia.. =)

yeahh! Action speaks louder than words! =)

My silly girl! =)

2008-09-07T00:32:00.005+08:00

this day went out to look for job!

should be a wednesday bah.. hahas..
hmm.. after looking for the job at clark quay..

there's alot of japanese restaurants at Central..

Omg! Super nice lah! but dint eat there..

i will go back there again! hees..

so we took 124 and ate lunch at plaza sing..

went to eat a japanese restaurant beside ajisen! =)

yeahh! the food is super nice lah! =)

i love the beef! its so tender and soft! hees..

our finally photo! maybe too tired thats why tim doze off! =P

2008-08-31T00:45:00.005+08:00

Our Food!
My stupid face! i wasnt ready! im the pig~
im so hungry! ArggHH! Bite You! im the sotong~
her teddy bear jacket with the hoodie! fitting huh!?

yeahh! i finally get to go out with huiqi!! hahas.. =)

went to watch movie with her and her friends..

watch the movie 4bia!

its a entertaining movie at first.. but its still horrifying lah! omg!

i was so tense until my left side of the head pain.. =P

must watch in movie then fun.. serious!

went gaigai with huiqi around vivo!

we are both hungry so went to eat.. hehe..

i went to buy the steamboat fish soup..

can share mah.. hahas..

its quite nice i think..

but i dunno why im so full, i could barely finish..

maybe when i see her, im filled of .... so im full rights? hahas.. =P

so i see her then full le lo.. always like that.. good way to diet..

after the show we went to ang mo kio..

went to meet more of her friends and see them chit chat..

its pretty late so she hav to cab home.. i accompanied her home!

so she accompanied mi to wait for bus..

cant bare to leave when the bus came.. hees..

when the second bus came i boarded the bus lo..

Home Sweet Home then!

i had a great day with u!!

its really fun and i could spend so much time with u..

im really happy! hahas.. =) are u? hees.. =P

im tired because i had so much fun with u today.. and the rest of our days.. yupps! =)

that moment we say goodbye, i will not forget!

that moment kept mi accompanied through the whole train ride, till i reach paris ris, till i board my bus, till i reach home, even until now when i blogging, till the moment we stop breathing. =) 2229, 4 6477 968!

2008-08-30T03:38:00.003+08:00

Keith's big breakfast for Huiqi! hahas.. =)

hmm.. woke up early in the morning 10am..

brush my teeth and went down to buy more ingredients!

i just went down with my sleeping attire.. hahas.. =P

bought cheese and sausages..

its secret recipe on how to prepare it! hees..

i ate like 4-5 eggs within 20-30mins.. Omg!

now i see egg i wanna vomit! hahas..

but i still love eggs! yeahh!

Its my first time cooking for someone! hees.. =)

im glad u like it! =) really happy lah! hahas..

sat at the kopitiam under her block, talk alot and ate my lunch.. hahas..

around evening i left her place and went back pasir ris..

took some photos at the bus stop! hahas..

Its great to see you! =) Happy!

went to ehub! downtown east and watch Death Race..

went with nick and jo..

the show not bad lah! i think 6bucks is worth catching the show..

anyways, its NC16, a little gore and violence.. quite nice lah!

after the show went to meet sihui..

then slack near our house and chit chat..

kinda catch up with each other lo.. hahas..

its around 1am already! i nid to wake up at 8!! Omg!!

It's a great day! =)
tml will be another wonderful day with u.. hees.. yeahh!

can meet u again! waa! =)

2008-08-28T04:49:00.006+08:00

hahas! went out with qib, poh, and dom! =)

suppose to reach at 2.30pm.. i was around 1 and half hour late..
thinking no where to go, and with limited budget..
we went to play bowling! haha! =) fun fun!
nothing to do, we slack awhile..
awhile lata we decided to walk around in marina square..
we saw some mouse rest that look like breads! hahas.. super cute!
after looking at the stuffs we left action city..
we were talking about the female shop attendant..
then suddenly someone suggested about asking number!! hahas!
so we were like eh ask lah! for fun sia!
then poh, qib and mi gave dom a bet!
if he successful get the number, free dinner for him!
poh taunted dom, then dom stupidly cannot tahan..
so he went to tried for his free meal.. hahas!
answer shall not be revealed! =P
long story lah! what a twist in the story! haha!
anyways.. after that went to buy mac then take away so can slack outside..
we sat the park near esplanade to hav our dinner!
talk and slack then went to take photos.. hahas! =)
we took these photos in the lift of esplanade! and rooftop!

hey guys! we're ready for supp paper!
our cute couple!
Mr Macho Vs The Shaolin Boy!
Qib finally smiles!!

im blinded by love! Omg! =P

this is nice!

Every single day that passes,

I know i've fallen deeper for u..

2008-08-27T01:26:00.008+08:00

ohh.. its a tiring day for mi..

kinda sleep at 6am in the morning when i hav paper at 2.30pm..

and the thing is i dint study the whole night..

the time just flew, seriously!

woke up at 12pm, after 2 failures at 9.30am and 11am..

dragging my damn feet and prepare for sch..

i took quite awhile to consider what i should wear..

i did something before i left my room, i've got this feeling.

i closed the door of my room, the feeling struck mi again!

i knew it has came.. i was like hah, am i done!?

i left my house eventually and went for my exams..

i really regretted for not studying..

everything is like in the damn lecture notes lah!

i dun want supp paper! shit man!

dint go anywhere, until nick called mi..

met jo and went his house for dinner and drink beer..

i ran to the bus stop, thinking that i would miss my last bus..

in the end, i waited for awhile..

i had some time so i think about some stuffs..

i thought i've lost this feeling long ago..

after that phone call, im sure i've got it back..

to myself, i said, hah, im sure.

i realise something for myself..

if i love someone, i feel jealous and i dislike it! i dun wanna lose her.

and it is these damn feelings..

but im sure it is signs of falling in love with u.. aint i?

and if i could say this, its alrights! with a smile. i asked myself, do i really care for u?

then i smiled to myself..

this will be the one, if i miss it,

the next time will be after i graduated from polytechnic. i sweared. =)

i pressed play on my mp3, my earpiece was unplugged.

it took mi around 20secs to realised it. Nicely distracted.

Lastly, i realised i cant lose u. =)

2008-08-25T02:51:00.003+08:00

oh yeahh! has been awhile since i blog.. haha!

hmm.. having my exams now, my c maths paper ended on friday..

i screwed up that paper lah! dunno can pass anot..

having papers on monday and tuesday then holidays! yeahh!

but im sure im done for these 2 papers..

anyways.. i did try to study.. these are evidences!!

i was at changi airport attempting to study!

but im so tired! i look shag.. Damn it! =P

im at coffee bean! hees.. Mocha Large! =)

hoping my exams can end asap!

not forgetting to pass my exams lah! hahas..

hmm.. i wanna go out!! haha!

wo chi chu, wo chi chu, wo chi chu!!! =P.. idiot!

haiz.. anyways.. i just cant deny it..

its better to let it out.. rights? hahas.. =)

glad u understand.. and thats all i ever need.. thank you! =)

2008-08-19T22:38:00.004+08:00

hey hey! today i went to the mac beside the lake..

so im at the lakeside studying with huiqi and her friends..
went to eat mac there and study lo..
i cant finish my meal.. its the first time lo..
i dunno why also.. maybe im excited.. =x
bored of studying so mi and huiqi watch Saw 1 on pps.. hahas! =P
during the show, we had some commercial breaks..
Its the Phototaking Session! =)

we're so xing fu rights? doesnt we..? hehe..
yupps! these photos can do the talking of my feelings already! can u feel them? =)

hmm.. it is really great to spend time with u.. though we may stay far but we could be so near when we find each other in our heart.. =) i know im slow.. but i just want to have more time to let u and mi, to be sure and prepared.. i guess i have tell u some of my matters.. hmm.. today i dint take the flower and ask u the question.. because i believe u deserve more than that, more than just a casual question and a paper flower.. It's a question and an answer which i'll give u my 100%.. i believe that i shld ask u with sincerity and assurance.. wo xi wang ke yi zhen shi yu ren zhen de wen ni.. =) 69 3275464, 4 6477 968!

2008-08-17T01:24:00.008+08:00

hmm.. today is pretty a bad day for mi though..

its about temper management!

i still manage to stay my cool towards my friends..

except for one case.. which is being annoyed by a stranger..

i was so so so damn angry, pissed off, irritated by him..

It's huiqi godfather lah! anyways.. im not angry with huiqi..

just pissed off with her godfather..

who is he to interfere with my personal affairs..

i seriously hate pple to control my life and what i wanna do..

and he is not related to mi lah! as if he's my parents..

he called and asked mi to stop msging her.. im like wth lah!

please lah! doesnt he knows privacy and freedom..

i hav all the rights to msg her lah! and im not harrassing her lo..

he still hav the cheeks to say why her inbox alot of my msges..

im like so!? msg only mah.. why must he bother so much..

even intrude her privacy and read her msges..

its such a disrepectful act and he'a already a 30-40plus man! omg!

before he finishes his talking, he says some dialect in hokkien..

which i couldnt really understand.. omg! i think is ask mi be careful or what lah!

he sounds like the typical uncles who sit at coffee shops and talk cock!

i dunno why he gave mi this feeling..

hmm.. he msg mi.. very funny izzit?

im quite impressed with his izzit.. why cant he use is it?

anyways.. i replied him.. ohh.. there's nothing hilarious about my msg, and u dun hav the authority to voice out anything..

im alittle affected and down but im pretty fine now already..

after sorting the problems and did some precious talking! =)

was really glad with everything falls out fine now..

just hope that he doesnt call mi again..

if he call again, i swear i'll swear at him.. depends on my mood.. hehe.. =P

hmm.. just dun care bah.. also dun wanna trouble huiqi.. =)

both parties are affected and doesnt feel good..

i will show u my understanding and empathy..

just like how u show mi ur understanding and empathy towards mi! =)

cant be selfish rights.. hahas! =)

2008-08-16T01:28:00.007+08:00

woke up at around 11.30am..

was pretty surprised because i slept at 7am..

my pimples greeted mi early in the morning, as i hav insufficent sleep!

hmm.. was hoping for the msg..

i thought she would be waking up early..

i remember what was the thing im supposed to do in friday le..

i told dedric that i'll be going boon lay in the afternoon then meet him after his work and go home together.. yeahh!

finally remember.. i know its something important de lo..

but nv lah.. cuz go boon lay also nothing to do.. hehe.. =x

hmm.. instead i got 8 missed calls and sms from jo and nick..

we were planning to go eat sushi buffet..

but its cancelled lah! because jo cant make it..

so we went to coffee bean at ehub instead..

wanted to study but instead cant concentrate lah!

was distracted by the webcam and im surprised i hav internet access there..

webcam the whole so called study session..

webcam is so fun with her! =)

finally receive the msg.. before my mahjong game ends.. it did brighten up my day! haha! =) dint eat the whole day until i reach home at 12plus am lo.. huiqi tempt mi with mac lah! HUH! omg! my dinner kinda sucks! sian.. i want eat mac! i want eat sushi! =)

2008-08-12T02:15:00.004+08:00

Omg! Hot Shot is such a awesome taiwan drama lah!

i just love it so much! hahas..

how i wish i could finish watching the whole show at one go..

just cant wait for the next episodes to be out..

hmm.. the show make mi so touch and emo lah! i dunno why.. haha..

anyways.. i like the show Hot Shot, and the actors as well.. =)

their acting made mi felt really gan dong(touched)..

this week is so busy lah! and so stressed!

got work to do and i hav to manage my money well..

i want to go out, eat, and hav fun!

but i hav to go facial every week, it costs mi 30bucks lah! how!!

i want to go for facial, but its really expensive.. =(

i might be dropping the idea to go facial i guess..

hmm.. just gonna consider again! =)

ArgghhH! Omg! im so affected by the show!

hmm..

i felt it.. Will i feel it again?

haha! why? Omg!

2008-08-11T01:17:00.003+08:00

oh yeahh! today shall not align center..
hmm.. slept in the morning at 7am.. Omg!
was on a phone call.. time really flies..
there goes my beauty sleep! hehe.. =)
anyways.. i woke up around 3plus in the afternoon with 74 missed calls, credit to nicholas.. omg lah!
i was so paiseh so i quickly answered the 75th call..
accompany nicholas to cut hair which took us the 2-3hours..
went mahjong at dedric's house.. pretty late..
won 5bucks divided by mi and nicholas.. omg! so little..
but its for fun only lah! gathering with friends and slack..
hmm.. reach home around 11.40pm bah..
kana kp by father for cooking instant noodles..
so i went down to buy chicken wings, deep-fried bun, prata, and horlicks! =) yummy!
and mummy cook fish soup for mi.. yeahh!! =) thank you mummy!
finally, was talking on msn with huiqi..
then she show mi some videos.. its super cute and funny lah! haha! =)
its about a hippo and a dog! hahas..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V076o1pKyRI&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikA1BgZ4b3Y&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fljh__6nGVk&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OleYDoR6mOM&feature=related

2008-08-10T03:09:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. the 2 hours ride to and back was a fruitful one..

though its long journey, its not boring at all..

besides the company of my phone..

it made mi think through my stuffs..

i was accompanied with my thoughts and thinkings..

i began to think about what im doing..

i realised that slowly i am becoming to lose my abilities to thinking sensibly and logically..

Omg! i really afraid.. i thought i could manage my feelings well..

there are consquences and issues to consider..

i think i shld give myself a little more time,

im worry im not prepared..

i just want to be sure..

From my past incidents and experiences,

im a little afraid and unconfident but im sure its something to look forward to and consider! =)

2008-08-10T02:38:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. today was supposed to accompany nick cut hair..

then salon nv open so we decided to go marina square to see fireworks..
was thinking to go town and feel the atmosphere of National Day..

anyways.. Happy Birthday Singapore!
in the end its cancelled so no one pei mi to city hall..
wanna go meet huiqi before the fireworks start..
since its cancelled, i dun hav to rush back lo.. haha!
its just an hour ride.. lesser than i expected! =)
then can spend time at jurong point! omg! sounds so far..

was really happy that u can go out and watch movie..

was surprised as well.. thanks for today! =)
i manage to eat XXL chicken, extra chilli powder! Hot & Spicy!
mi, huiqi and her sis went to watch movie together.. Journey to the center of the earth..
its quite cool and thrilling.. think 3D sure very nice lah!
after that we went to eat at pizza hut..

2008-08-10T01:49:00.004+08:00

wow! has been quite awhile since i blogg! =)
many many things happened..

and i shall post them all together.. shld be long..

shall start with the celebration of qib's birthday!

friends and i went to seoul garden.. qib was a noob! hahas.. =P

hmm.. lets see the photos.. credit to mr Royston Poh!

Happy 18th Birthday Mr Muhammad Aqib!

this looks like shit but its really nice.. Black Pepper Beef! =)
Cooking.
Candid.
i hav 2 girlfriends!! we know.. haha!

Im not dumb! its raw meat! Damn it POH!
Poh is a good ice cream man..(left) Sick boy on the right..
the guy who pay 14 bucks and eat a plate of rice w chicken wings and hotdogs!

2008-08-03T04:35:00.009+08:00

its pretty late in the night now.. twilight before sunrise.. =)

hmm.. went to watch Money No Enough 2..

ohh man! its awesome; funny and touching..

i love the movie as well as my accompanies..

anyways.. the entrance of the movie was damn cute!

i laugh till my face cramps and felt numb..

the way they exaggerate stuffs and the dialect they used..

Super Super Funny lah!! Jack Neo is awesome and cool!

i shed tears when the scenes was so touching..

showing how much a parent can sacrifice for their children..

i think many pple cry lah! its so close to heart when they use the relation of a parent and child..

hmm.. this is roughly how i felt for the movie..

dun wanna share too much.. might be a spoiler.. haha! =P

hmm.. anyways.. went to watch movie with many many pple., Omg!

dint kinda expect it, they were nicholas, mi, huiqi, and 6 of her friends..

dun really know their name.. but i know one is called miss shagua! hehe..

sorry for not knowing u guys name.. anyways, my name is keith aka koksin! =)

reach there late, around 5plus close to 6pm..

luckily we got the timeslot for 8.15pm.. 5.45, 6.00, 715pm was full... Omg!

we got the first row.. haha!

we got some time so nicholas, mi and huiqi went to eat!! yeahh!!

first meal of my day! chicken chop w extra rice, soup and cheesy fries..

went to walk walk at heeren and cineleisure..

seriously nid to digest, so damn full lah!

HMV was so big.. haha! spend our time there listening to music..

hmm.. so i've a little lovely and sweet gift from huiqi.. haha! =)

shy lah! its a box of cookies and cream puffs handmade.. =)

i love the gift u gave.. was really touch actually!

thank you and appreciate ur efforts!

its the first time i receive a box of cookies and puffs!

Omg! ahhh~~ so paiseh man!

anyways.. they taste really good..

hmm.. because they are somehow different? haha! =P

i guess the process was hard for u..

i wanna say the outcome was great!

the movie was gonna start, so we went back to cine..

up the escalator, nicholas saw fireworks from marina square i think..

it was the rehearsal i guess.. we get to watch them beforehand.. haha!

the fireworks was fascinating and pretty! haha! recorded it down! =)

together with her friends we went to catch the movie, laughed and cried..

i parted with them at city hall..

hmm.. thanks alot for the company and great knowing u guys!

i wanna thank her sister as well.. haha! for saving mi! =P

finally, huiqi thank you for ur company too and the lovely gift.. =)

took the train and headed east back home..

2008-08-02T02:29:00.002+08:00

Next movie, Money No Enough 2..

just catch the movie The Mummy..

its rather humorous and really amazing graphics displayed..

i dun really know much about the storyline of story 1 & 2..

but 3 was entertaining and cool..

went to watch with nicholas, tricia, rebecca and mi.. haha!

suppose to hav johan, rui xiang and tim lah!

but they find marina square too far, in short lazy lah! hehe..

took cab to buy the tickets with nicholas.. its 17bucks.. Omg!

hmm.. was a little late for the movie! nvm.. =)

a movie u can enjoy in the cinema, not much twists in the movie though..

some funny stuffs happened lah!

then i got trick by rebecca when came back form toilet! like omg! im so damn stupid lah!

we are in threate 4, but im not sure so i ask which one are we in..

then i say is it 3? she said NO, 4 lah!

so i ohhh! then i went in lo..

then the threate was so quiet and dark.. so she said, Eh, this is threate 5 leh..

omg!! i ran out lo.. then SHIT lah! its threate 4 for god sake!

kana trick by her.. wth! sian..

another incident is nicholas kana kp by an auntie for shaking/kicking the chair too much! haha!

hmm.. so after the movie..

went to buy donuts for tim!!

It is Timothy's Birthday! OMG! HAPPY 18th Birthday!!

donuts aint expensive, thoughts count.. haha! =)

so went back to paris ris and went xing wang..

meet tim and johan at the cafe and wanted to eat..

dint get anything, tim and johan just got milo dinosaur and lychee ice blended..

guess the donuts have filled my stomach!

went to rebecca's house nearby, then nicholas tham and ivan came..

so sat down, slack and chit chat lo..

after having great conversations and talks, went home lo..

took bus home, on the way i could meet cherlyn at her workplace..

so just alight from bus and went home together in cabby!

ermm.. the company pay for it.. haha!

so i passed her the organic honey and went home..

Omg!! So broke.. thats why going to watch Money No Enough 2! hehe! =)

2008-07-31T01:29:00.002+08:00

Ohh man! Movies coming soon!

Gonna watch so many movies.. and im gonna be so broke..

but i dun care.. great to watch movie with many pple.. haha!

The Mummy, Journey to the centre of the earth, Wall e, Money not enough..

but i guess most of my friends and i wont be staying out late i guess.. haha!

at least im not gonna walk home alone, i'll take the last bus.. i dun care!

had a gathering at michelle's house..

visit and play mahjong with her..

she stays at home the whole day.. she is so bored lah!

ate many many stuffs.. Omg! i nid to exercise more! i wanna be tan!

its such a fun and interesting day!

my mild sore throat is such a hinder..

cant talk too much and laugh too pain..

though i hav sore throat, i still eat durian and chocolates!

hope i can get well soon! =) hehe!

2008-07-28T00:03:00.006+08:00

oh yeahh! finally can blog.. haha!
hmm.. brother got my modem lah!
anyways.. get to know a new friend from online..
so we kinda meet up with hui qi and went to watch movie with her sister as well..
my friend, nicholas was meeting an online friend as well..
so we kinda met and hav movie together..
with timothy and his friend..
so together we went to watch x files i want to believe!

wanted to catch hellboy2 but left only the first row! sad lah!
i shall leave it to the ending of my post to say about the movie..

the day was pretty fun and interesting.. haha!

kinda meeting someone u dunno, yeah, its that kind of uncertainty feeling..

nervous and yet looking forward to..

glad mine was much better than nicholas's..

im sorry for being such a bastard to say this..

but its kinda relieve lah! hahas..

so watch movie together, ate at Billy Bombers, went to Suntec City's arcade..

we took some photos as well.. haha! =)

pretty enjoyable day and had lots of fun..

great to know u and u're really easy to talk to and friendly..

its my pleasure to know u and laugh together..

and thanks for the ice cream.. haha!

could hav been better if the fireworks rehearsal was not cancelled lah!

The picture of mi waiting for my ice cream waffle at Billy Bombers..

My ice cream! where's my ice cream!?

Guess the food is yummy!

Hui Qi and Me, before departing! =)

Her sister and her..
Me and my buddy, nicholas! LOL..

This picture shows what happen when u wanna take a photo but the bus has arrived at the bus stop and u wanna say EH!, the bus come le! Omg!

Finally about X files: i want to believe.. hmm.. kinda not really interesting..
just a serial murderer who is gay and wanna help his gay partner..
he did some stuffs lah! killing pple and gathering body parts..
which i think is the main part of the story..
so obviously he did something with the parts and stuffs..
and a man with psychic powers who can feel some visions of the murder scenes..
they investigate and stuffs, and a little religious stuffs as well..
hmm.. so its quite boring at previous scenes.. towards the end is quite thrilling and where all the story falls into place and the answer reveals..
i think its not worth my ten bucks for the movie at all!

maybe 6 is okay, haha! not what i really expected though.. the movie is a little disappointing from i thought..

2008-07-26T01:07:00.002+08:00

Haha! My zi lian photos!

Has been sometime since i post photos! hehe..

Now all at one shot! =)

2008-07-25T00:06:00.003+08:00

I don't love you like i do anymore..
But some how im feeling uneasy about myself..
Im feeling what i've been denying to myself..
I know im feeling guilty and really bad about myself..
Im just having self-denial in me.. in whatever i do.. in whatever i think..
I have to face it anyway, and i shall be..
For all the ridiculous things i've done, i shld stop i guess..
I really don't want retribution to fall upon me..
This is how i feel now, when im alone ; in the bus, home..
勉强的快乐, 是痛苦的.
隐瞒不如面对.
请让我静一静, 好吗?